It's a reflective day in a trecena of alignment with enlightenment, a trecena of "I AM" presence, according to the Aztec Mayan sacred count. The "I AM" requires nothing more than it already is. It has no need or want for recognition, acceptance, being seen or known for what it really is, or even loved by others.
It's 7 Cimi/Death today and I've just realised I have already interacted with the energy of the day without knowing it was the day for such honest reflection and courage to allow myself to let go of what has felt was most precious to me.
I've got back on my yoga mat after a bit of a break and to respect my bodies wishes for some rest and there was a new free flow and strength and power in my legs that has been lacking. The body is always communicating to us and yesterday was 6 Chicchan/Serpent, the sensual wisdom that flows through our energy system or not, when it's blocked.
It is beneficial to check in with our bodies and see where the pain, illness or blockages are, as there is a personal message to us in this. Today, we may release what is there by being non-attached, just our "I AM" presence, nothing more and nothing less.
No status, possession, connection, or outer reality actually defines who we really are. Nothing can take away the uncompromising value of who we are and it's a full 100% percent regardless of anything.
There is freedom in being our "I AM" presence. It takes sovereign strength to be it, to let go and it's okay for the eyes to leak when one does. At least I find that it is okay for me. Softness and vulnerability is a strength that few seem to acknowledge, but we may acknowledge for ourselves and remain true to ourselves in doing so.
I'd rather surrender everything that doesn't seem to be in alignment with divine will so divine will is free to form and move within me again. How do you feel about releasing your dreams, your visions, your plans, whatever is most dear to you, so that what is pure, loving, true and natural can reclaim it's place within your BEing and bless your reality?
Maybe it's an opportunity that is better than you ever had imagined before. Maybe you are so loved by the creator that creation is simply waiting for you to surrender all you feel you had to ever hold on to, that is dear to your heart, so that you can come more fully into your sovereign "I AM" presence and simply be the love that you really are.
Here you are free. No one else's perception of you matters. You know who you are and you simply live to express it. Those who are genuine and your tribe will come around you if it is meant to be and it is a part of the divine plan. There may be a period of time of feeling isolated or alone, but it is great personal development.
I used to run to others for reassurance and explore their opinions. I don't anymore. I mostly face what is there on my own now, sit with it, breathe through it, feel my way, pray and meditate and follow through with the divine guidance I receive as I do. I am comfortable on my own. I am less comfortable with others. It's a dilemma sometimes, but a work in progress too.
It's also a huge blessing to sometimes have no one but the self because it has the potential for the great returning to the ways of the creator. We're transitioning ourselves out of a greedy, competitive, harsh world, void of love and compassion. You only have to look to government (mind control) to see it has been so.
People are still addicted to being controlled and victims to the slavery it has demanded for survival. To get to the bottom, have nowhere to go to and no one to go to, is an opportunity. It may feel like death. We cannot have rebirth without it, so be strong and of good courage. Face your fears, trust and BE and you may grow more into sovereign strength and inner freedom.
May we surrender all to the divine will of the creator for the highest good of ourselves, our families, our communities and for our beloved planet Papatūānuku (Pachamama, Earth Mother), the most generous giver whose been taken to the edge of her survival. It's possible when we love ourselves enough and as we do, we will naturally love others enough too and really be of service to the all - and so it is
Poppy Joy, writing about health from my perspective.