Rāpare, 31 Kohitātea. 2019 - I've heard it somewhere. "It takes a community to raise a child." We suffer a lack of health and wellbeing when community is controlled and undermined. This controlling and undermining as I see it, largely comes from systems of control like government.
Today is 13 Eb/Road in the ancient Aztec sacred Mayan count of time, a count of time that began over 26,500 years ago. I have ancient memory of this time, a time of decline as polarities changed and humanity was given a task to follow the path of its own will, learn the lessons of what separation from divine will can do. Hopefully we come full circle to a time where we may resume a divine path, if that is our WILL too.
The final day of any trecena lifts us up into the next with all we have gained from our experiences. The Sun/Ahau trecena has been about becoming more enlightened and growing in love and sovereign strength, to become more like a Christ-like master, or a solar master. When we are pure enough, we may heal like Christ did and live like this legendary master did.
From a foundation of purity, a mind filled with the light of the energy of the sun/son, a heart that leads life, is still and peaceful, filled with knowledge for life and natural lore, we move on to the next trecena of 1 Ben/Reed. Eb/Road is the loving force that assists us on our destiny path.
Ben/Reed is living this destiny from our homes. From here we may be protectors, speaking up and in loving action for causes that heal one another, those we live with, our families and naturally, our communities. It starts from wellbeing in the home and moves out from there.
Unsupported, our output is limited. In support, we start to thrive and express our authenticity, to be the gift of who we are with a vital contribution to life and creation. We learn how to be accepting of our differences and to find peace and harmony with them.
Living in a small community, there can be a lot of talk about different people and this can generate an underlying fear of messing up and being isolated within it. When we love, we accept others as the hurt and healing people we are, seeking to find our way in life. Only when there is love and acceptance, can the hurt heal and lead to health and wellbeing.
If we feel defensive, let's look at ourselves as to why. If we don't like what another does, let's first examine what the mirror of our reality may be trying to show us. Let's remain humble and gentle and flexible like a reed that moves with the wind.
The reed is planted into the soil of Papatūānuku, our Earth Mother. Sustenance is drawn up and through this intimate connection with her. We may also be grounded here, in intimate connection with our mother and one in the environment of nature around us. Nature will lead us back to the path of divine will.
All that is unnatural will start to release as we move our consciousness back to the path of divine will. When we speak up and act upon natural solutions that support community, our families and ourselves, we are a part of the change that ultimately saves our planet and heals her too.
Let's BE all that we can BE, by first attending to our own health and wellbeing. From here it will extend out further. Healing is our answer. Perhaps this is why the legendary Christ was a healer and modelled a way for us to be like that too. A true Christ is not a figure that seeks worship or adoration, or would preach any kind of hell fire or damnation.
The tax mans tables would be overturned and the unnatural ways that take us away from nature would be cleared away. This would open the space for true health and wellbeing. Self healing always comes first and brings the purity of heart, mind and our complete BEing so we may save ourselves, and contribute to the all with our lives.
The only way to the father (masculine aspect of source) is through the sun. It's through enlightenment. Enlightenment, the lighting up of the mind with pure sun light leads to healing, to giving, caring, sharing, peace, balance and harmony. May all this now be illuminated and amplified within all of us who are WILLing to be love and express pure light - and so it is
PS: I used to be a pastor's wife and in my quest for truth, I questioned everything, so I now see all religion differently including the message of Christ. Christ means 'anointed'. To me that is to be one with great spirit, wairua, chi, prana or whatever it is that gives the meaning of the sacred life force that embraces the ways of divine will. Good health to all.
I know I am placed within my community for a purpose and to serve in a way where my energy is maintained at the same time. The image below is in our local news. The local news has given some cohesion to the community, but it is also in need of support or funding for it to continue so that all who contribute can give in a way that they are not depleted either. I hope we find community solutions. It is so vital that we support one another where we can, so we can bless creation to the best of our ability as a human family.
Rātū, 29 Kohitātea, 2019. The day of 11 Oc/Tz'i'/Dog in the ancient Aztec sacred Mayan count.
Dis - don't let it take away the way you love. Don't be dissed. Don't let it make your throw your armour back on. Don't buy into it. It's of the mind. "Ment" is of the mind. COURAGE is of the heart.
Everything in life is showing us something and that is why every experience is worthy to be lived so we may learn from it. Love will bring up things unlike itself for the purpose of being seen and released.
An 11 day is a great day to release what is unlike love and as we do, let's look at our responses to discouragement and disillusionment and check in to the response it has left us with. I've been checking in with my own and choosing to maintain to the best of my ability my dedication to seek to love like Papatūānuku (Earth Mother) role models to me.
I'm mustering more courage to respond in a way that I feel may help others to awaken more to this. It's the 11th day of the Sun trecena where we may come more fully into our sovereign strength, our I AM presence, to be Christed, anointed with the true love of true enLIGHTenment.
The energy of Oc/Dog is love, heart, loyalty, running and playing with ones true tribe of destiny, justice and the presence of being in simplicity. On an 11 day, we may consciously release what is unlike that because it shows up in our own lives for a reason. It is a teacher, although I am kind of getting over the harsh lessons of life and would like a bit of an even break if it could be possible for me.
When you're down and out and you need a helping hand, it's nice to know there is one somewhere. It's growing here, from true and loving people that are in my community, but I'm still my own lone wolf here, trying to learn how to trust people again. I'm just this little white woman on my own here is many ways, feeling everyone and everything and trying to find my feet so that maybe there is a life for me too.
All any one of us can do, is to trust that somehow, even though we have interpreted our circumstances as discouraging, that this is a part of the divine plan. I've learned that when I look back in hind sight, there is always a kind of perfection and a reason why things happened.
It certainly is an opportunity for deeper layers of healing. The body responds and we may patiently sit with it, trust, know, be and find our way to keep loving, just as Papatūānuku has continued to love and give of herself, so quietly in the background as people push one another around seeking to grab and get.
The letters on the ring in the photo spell, "Kia kaha". It means to be strong, to get stuck in and to keep going. This ring that has been given as a gift to me, reminds me to just keep loving and being strong in life, no matter what. It was given as a gift of love and an encouragement to be strong in the situation that I am currently living in.
Being strong is not about putting armour back on and making an appearance of strength. It is about being strong enough to NOT put your armour back on and simply be the love of ones true "I AM" presence. It takes enormous trust in divine will. Courage is what initiates change that shows up in action. I am planning on putting my courage to good use again soon.
I'm here to do my bit in helping Papatūānuku go green again and it takes courage. I just wish there were more people living courage, heart, love, loyalty, etc. It's certainly not very common yet. We are all healing. Health is the fruit of love. Let's do all we can to live it.
As we sit through things, hope comes. Kia kaha! Be strong. Love is strong. Hearts are strengthened as we live by their guidance. Loyalty comes when healing and love is in relating.
True companions of destiny reveal themselves in love, with heart and loyalty, in divine timing, with acceptance of you as you are. I'd really like to connect with my true tribe whoever you are and wherever you may be. I've been a lone wolf for a long time and will always be that. It would be nice to be that in loving togetherness of true friends who run a bit like I do too.
I acknowledge also that there may still be more hard yards if that is what it takes for it to happen in my actual life and not just word, meditation and dream. May all these dangling carrots perish as they have passed their use by date. I feel armour around me when I talk like that, ready for me to put on.
I have to be enlightened enough not to in my personal dedication to really live into being the love I really am. Armour or amour? It's so much easier to throw on armour and give up on love when you feel like your life has been taken and trashed, than to open to amour and allow it to heal all the wounds of it.
That is the challenge and it is courage lived by a heart that knows that will bless creation the most. So no matter what your situation is, just keep your heart open to love, and to grow love if it lacking from within. The true fruit of love will grow. Papatūānuku is showing she loves you consistently and that is the kind of love that is needed from humanity now to help her go green again. May it be so - and so it is.
You only need look to nature to tell the difference between love and fear. With love, there is harmony, equality, a free flow of movement, a returning of loving companions to one another, joy, meaning, purpose, hope, patience, kindness, giving and receiving (natural sharing), truth, tolerance, honesty, forgiveness, protectiveness, assistance and divinity.
It's the day of 8 Manik/Deer in the Aztec Mayan sacred count. Deer is my destiny sign. Deer is the ultimate healer. It has a foot planted equally in each of the four horizontal directions of Papatūānuku (Pachamama, Earth Mother). It lives horizontally in equality and seeks it's companions, it's circle of trust to walk in grace, peace and harmony upon Papatūānuku's generously loving land.
Papatūānuku is my ultimate role model. She is the great feminine energy that expresses love without conditions. She gives us all the opportunity to love her or to not. When we do, we find balance and harmony with her and when we don't she'll wobble, quake and seek to restore her balance - as she is now.
As I meditate each day, it's her I go to for my guidance. Life would be disappointing without her loving presence for me. I see her pure and loving pink crystalline core. Love is love. Why do we have to add the word 'unconditional' to it to make it that way. Love is unconditional. It just is.
When life disappoints us, we may choose to love or hate. Either way, we will receive more of the choice we make. It takes strength and courage to remain in love. It takes fearlessness. Fearlessness is the presence of love and fear is the absence of it. I was afraid of heights, so I faced my fear and jumped out of an airplane to heal it.
It's been a man's world and there is a male wound that needs to be healed. It's only going to be healed with love. Charlotte Gerson, Max Gerson's daughter who has been a pillar of loving strength to assist people to heal from cancer naturally says, "You cannot heal the body with poison." This was in response to the medical dictatorship of healing cancer with chemotherapy. It's kind of obvious isn't it.
The psyche doesn't heal with violence or harshness either. It heals with love, with gentleness, with grace and beauty. Awhi mai, awhi atu - Embrace me, embrace us. This is the way of love. Similarly, it is kind of obvious that love is the healer and creating more fear for the psyche to deal with isn't.
So, what I am seeing and feeling now is the male wound and also the feminine quality of Papatūānuku's pure loving ways. She's been abused, polluted, captured, raped, pillaged and she continues to loves. She's wise and knowledgeable. She knows that love is the answer. She persists through a barrage of abuse to continue to keep showing human beings that the return to her, love and to natural lore is the answer for us all.
I have been blessed with eight years of homelessness and also blessed with having a home now where there is love without conditions. It has helped me heal from abuse and I learned in this home, that love, nurture, care and protection was actually in existence.
I hadn't seen a lot of evidence of that before. It's extremely healing and it helps me out of a desperate situation. A man made it possible, so it shows me not all men are still suffering from the fullness of the male wound. It gives me hope.
Many still are suffering from the male wound (women too) and it is a result of an enculturation to be 'the man' and get some biceps and a six pack and to prove oneself, to be strong and not to cry, etc. However, it's largely been done in the absence of love, and that is never going to help or heal. It's only going to produce a bunch of blokey blokes who are silently suffering. I lost one to suicide. That sucks. Let's do what we can so we don't lose more.
So when a real woman loves, she loves in equality. She doesn't go around claiming. "I am the woman!" She doesn't boast about her Goddess energies or claim herself to be anyone special, nor charge the earth for her services (excuse the pun). She just is and it can frighten the crap out of the wounded male. He may not know what to do with it when he encounters it. Some men will use it and perhaps abuse it. A wise woman will let him go.
Being homeless taught me a lot about love. To survive I was kind of subjected to the mercy of others. I sought to serve and so often the service was not seen or acknowledged because I had no money to give. Money is a fictitious tool of the patriarchy and where people in ignorance place value. It is the control system that has enslaved Papatūānuku. Love goes unseen but it also is secure enough to not have to be seen, to move on and love in the next place one is moved on to.
People will use you and abuse you when you don't have money or a home, but not everyone will. I've met some wonderful people in that homeless state and I've also met some who will never be satisfied, will milk you for all you're worth and when you cannot give any more, will throw you back out on the street.
Corpse-orations (corporations) like St John's ambulance will unceasingly send emails reminding you that the subscription that you have no means to pay is overdue. I write back and ask them what their solution is to help those in poverty who may need an ambulance in the future and if they do and cannot pay a subscription will be 'charged' (so aggressive) for their so called service. Of course it goes ignored.
It's hard to find the human in the corpse-oration. Dead man speaking doesn't work. Where is the life? Where is the love? It's easy to call me an idealist but if I don't love like Papatūānuku, to the best of my ability, then I'm only feeding the very system that abuses her and I simply cannot bring myself to do that. I am not perfect at it either, but I do my best.
The buck stops with the poorest (financially) and you can tell which companies are in integrity or not by their actions. I could name some, but I won't this time. Love is energy in action. If people don't walk their talk, then are they really loving or are they just lost in their fear? I'm asking myself now, where is the evidence that the so called holiness, the Dalai Lama walks his talk.
He talks a lot about compassion from his pillow and people worship him and adore him. He sits in his status but is there evidence that he actually is compassionate to others in living his life? Let me know. I may not have it correct.
This one is kind of obvious. The pope talks about forgiveness and giving to the poor and most people can see through that, but there is a great population of Catholics who idolise and adore him. It's as far from natural as things can get, as far as I can see and having received some of the kinds of abuse that come out of that institution in my life, well - no need here to say anymore just now, except it sucks.
So, do we walk our talk? Do we continue to love to the best of our ability even as others take advantage of it? Can you imagine (image-in) a world where we all had the capacity to love like Papatūānuku does? She goes unseen and people don't connect with her, but they feed off her. They cause her great suffering and yet she continues to love. Why would this be perceived as a bad thing?
As it relates to me. She's my great role model. I'd rather have my life where just about all I ever 'owned - (illusion),' has been taken or trashed and know that I have lived this life to the best of my ability in love and in integrity than to take from others, to compete or grab. I'd love to live in a world where there were many others who could live like this too.
I know who I am. I know why I am here. I know what my purpose is and it's to love like Papatūānuku and help bring people back to her, to connect with her, to love her and help her go green again. Super tingles running through my body - in confirmation from our great mother herself. Heart expanding, mind control diminishing - leads to freedom and so it is.
The Aztec Mayan sacred count has held the count of true time and holds the keys to the return to natural lore. It is here to assist Papatūānuku's process, her returning to great health. We serve her by also returning ourselves to great health, to learn to love like she does.
Genocide agendas wiped out the Aztecs and they sought to also wipe out the Maya. Genocide agendas 'from the man - the patriarchal control system' have sought to wipe out the indigenous cultures who have honoured life, creation and natural lore. The ancient languages are gone and need to be revived because they hold healing frequencies that balance and harmonise.
Where I live there is so much grief, such a harsh wound due to the extermination agenda of the native people of this land. As an empath, it is difficult for me not to feel it. There is also some mistrust of me because of the colour of my skin. The colour of my skin represents to many the abuse that has come from the pākehā (as in European cabal) colonisers. It's not easy to be here.
It's lonely, but there are a few who see me and are beginning to know me for who I really am. I love these people. They light up my life as we encounter one another on the street. I feel belonging here and also my returning from ancient memory of more ancient times.
I'm pinning a youtube to this post. It's called "Famine" by Sinead O'Connor. Genocide happened to white people too. This wise woman sings,
"And if there ever is gonna be healing,
There has to be remembering
And then grieving
So that there then can be forgiving
There has to be knowledge and understanding."
So for any who choose to, let's crank up our stereos and allow this message of healing to pump through our hearts, arteries and veins and imagine it healing our beloved Papatūānuku at the same time. May love heal, restore and balance us all - and so it is!!!
This one is also a bit of a woman's hearts cry which holds some relevance for many a true feminine woman - in the energy of deer, for true companionship. It reminds me of the great separation of Papatūānuku and Ranginui (Sky Father). Our tree here Tane Mahuta, who is the child that pushed the two apart is dying. It's time. The separation is the fear. The reunion awaits, but first the fear must clear.
It's a reflective day in a trecena of alignment with enlightenment, a trecena of "I AM" presence, according to the Aztec Mayan sacred count. The "I AM" requires nothing more than it already is. It has no need or want for recognition, acceptance, being seen or known for what it really is, or even loved by others.
It's 7 Cimi/Death today and I've just realised I have already interacted with the energy of the day without knowing it was the day for such honest reflection and courage to allow myself to let go of what has felt was most precious to me.
I've got back on my yoga mat after a bit of a break and to respect my bodies wishes for some rest and there was a new free flow and strength and power in my legs that has been lacking. The body is always communicating to us and yesterday was 6 Chicchan/Serpent, the sensual wisdom that flows through our energy system or not, when it's blocked.
It is beneficial to check in with our bodies and see where the pain, illness or blockages are, as there is a personal message to us in this. Today, we may release what is there by being non-attached, just our "I AM" presence, nothing more and nothing less.
No status, possession, connection, or outer reality actually defines who we really are. Nothing can take away the uncompromising value of who we are and it's a full 100% percent regardless of anything.
There is freedom in being our "I AM" presence. It takes sovereign strength to be it, to let go and it's okay for the eyes to leak when one does. At least I find that it is okay for me. Softness and vulnerability is a strength that few seem to acknowledge, but we may acknowledge for ourselves and remain true to ourselves in doing so.
I'd rather surrender everything that doesn't seem to be in alignment with divine will so divine will is free to form and move within me again. How do you feel about releasing your dreams, your visions, your plans, whatever is most dear to you, so that what is pure, loving, true and natural can reclaim it's place within your BEing and bless your reality?
Maybe it's an opportunity that is better than you ever had imagined before. Maybe you are so loved by the creator that creation is simply waiting for you to surrender all you feel you had to ever hold on to, that is dear to your heart, so that you can come more fully into your sovereign "I AM" presence and simply be the love that you really are.
Here you are free. No one else's perception of you matters. You know who you are and you simply live to express it. Those who are genuine and your tribe will come around you if it is meant to be and it is a part of the divine plan. There may be a period of time of feeling isolated or alone, but it is great personal development.
I used to run to others for reassurance and explore their opinions. I don't anymore. I mostly face what is there on my own now, sit with it, breathe through it, feel my way, pray and meditate and follow through with the divine guidance I receive as I do. I am comfortable on my own. I am less comfortable with others. It's a dilemma sometimes, but a work in progress too.
It's also a huge blessing to sometimes have no one but the self because it has the potential for the great returning to the ways of the creator. We're transitioning ourselves out of a greedy, competitive, harsh world, void of love and compassion. You only have to look to government (mind control) to see it has been so.
People are still addicted to being controlled and victims to the slavery it has demanded for survival. To get to the bottom, have nowhere to go to and no one to go to, is an opportunity. It may feel like death. We cannot have rebirth without it, so be strong and of good courage. Face your fears, trust and BE and you may grow more into sovereign strength and inner freedom.
May we surrender all to the divine will of the creator for the highest good of ourselves, our families, our communities and for our beloved planet Papatūānuku (Pachamama, Earth Mother), the most generous giver whose been taken to the edge of her survival. It's possible when we love ourselves enough and as we do, we will naturally love others enough too and really be of service to the all - and so it is
I recently stopped writing daily Mayan energy reports and decided to give my attention to health instead, however, the two are one and intertwined to me. My last day of this dedication fell on 13 Ahau/Sun (10 Dec 2018). I noticed a huge change from this point and am living it and am extremely happy with the positive new changes in my life and health.
Today is the day of 1 Ahau/Sun (Light). The sacred Aztec Mayan count is a huge part of my journey of returning to health, to myself, to the land that calls me, to my purpose and growing in enlightenment.
So much of life has taken on greater sacred meaning and expression and this is where words fall short. They also help us reach inside and connect to the source of our own enlightenment. The next 13 days are very much about allowing pure light in to our minds as we call it forth in the night from our consciousness and into the light of day to shine in emPOWERed ways.
Every cell of our body has a mind. Everything has consciousness and consciousness shared in enlightenment returns us to nature, to love and to ourselves. It is one with the mind of the creator. We are all of that. In a nutshell, all we really are is our "I AM" presence expressing itself. We express ourselves in fullness from the consciousness within, from the illumination of the embodiment of pure light in our being as we free ourselves from blocks to this light.
This pure light is the deepest truth of existence freed up from the impositions that have concealed our inner light, dampened our flame and what we perhaps once hid in an attempt to keep ourselves in a whirled world of duality and fighting for perceived survival.
Enlightenment happens in surrender and trust in divine will. It is giving up the fight and learning from the challenges life has presented to us. They will seem huge. Genocide, abuse and mind control to name a few. However, each of these come with gifts and I have lived this reality to uncover it. It's the integration and balance waiting to be found from every experience ever lived. The gift is in the choice of how we choose to "BE" with it NOW.
I feel that Donald Trump is doing his absolute best to help us become enlightened and return to natural lore. He's pushing it so hard, yet people are still hung up on a kind of sense of victimhood because they are still giving their focus and attention to something fictional and man made, that has been the greatest imposition on ourselves and our planet. Do you choose to be governed or do you choose to be the master of your own destiny, and sovereign.
The will of man is not divine will. It is not the will of creation. Perhaps the narrative of Donald Trump is instrumental in showing us this. Only as we surrender and give up the fight will enlightenment, the lighting up of our minds happen. As we make the choice to return to natural lore, we close down the impositions of what has attempted to snuff out the light of our being and the expression of our "I AM" presence.
We become like suns, like masters of light that give life and fuel growth. The sun is a source of life and government and politics cannot even touch it, so why are people so hung up on it? Isn't that a kind of insanity? We have a will or a choice. Let's make a healthy one. United we stand and divided we fall. It's so simple. We have each other now to carry this through.
If we were to focus our attention on the return to natural lore, all that is unnatural would burn away. I see that it is already. Many of us must be already somewhat on this path to freedom.
What is unnatural or false is not able to tolerate the light of many suns filled with enlightenment, love, truth, sovereignty, honesty, wisdom, power and strength. Let's BE this NOW - and so it is. The more the merrier! Oh yeah!!!
Reflecting on the energy of the day of the sacred Aztec Mayan count fills me with gratitude. Today is the day of 13 Cauac/Rainstorm. It's an ascending energy that lifts up towards enlightenment. For me, enlightenment has come through the shattering of beLIEf systems.
It's like lightning. Energy catalysed in my life to create a bit of chaos that was felt and has since been transcended. I enCOURAGE now the allowance of the shattering of beLIEf systems that bring us back to our presence, peace, harmony, balance and the birthing of our authenticity. Our collective transforming brings to us global peace, presence, peace, harmony and balance.
It aligns us with natural lore. Natural lore causes us and our planet to not only survive, but to thrive. This is the foundation of good health and wellbeing. It includes living as one within divine will. Within divine will there is no want or need for anything. Living in divine will supplies us with all that is essential for life. Each moment is precious. Trust, love, acceptance and letting go of what is no longer needed in life transforms us.
Yesterday, I deleted my youtube channel and I deleted all my old Mayan energy report writings. They had their time. They were dynamic in their time and now they are no longer necessary. The past is gone. The present is here and we are creating our future based upon the thought forms of this present moment. How would you like to experience life now? Seek transformation, allow the chaos and feelings to come. Honour and allow them. Results will come in divine timing.
May you be filled with love and pure in-lighten-ment. That means light in your minds whānau (family)! It means light in every cell of your body, as each cell receives and sends out information making up the whole of you. Become more whole!
May your highest aspirations aligned with divine will bless you and all of creation! May you find the ecstasy of freedom within yourself as you liberate energy within. We self generate in the equality of giving and receiving, as equal souls expressing ourselves. May you know and experience yourself as the 100% valuable human BEing that you are - and so it is
Mā te rā e kawe mai te ngoi ia rā ia rā
Mā te marama e whakaora
Mā te ua e horio ōu māharahara
Mā te ahu e pupuhi te pākahukahu
ki roto i oū hikoi tanga i te ao
Kia whakaaro koe ki te hūmārie ataahua hoki o ōu rā mō ake tonu atu
May the sun bring you energy by day
May the moon softly restore you by night
May the rain wash away your worries
May the wind blow new strength into your being
May you walk on this earth in peace all the days of your life and know it's beauty forever
A vital aspect of health is trusting life itself. It is trusting that every event that ever happens to us or around us is here to evolve us. Hindsight has taught me this. I admit though that when I was in the thick of challenges, I couldn't always see it. Every now and then this knowledge would surface though and help me stay true to my path.
I made a decision a few months back to not look at anyone else's content, to stop looking at youtubes and to stop being obsessed with the outer information on Earth's progress and transition. I found that tuning into it myself with my regular meditation practice was giving me a different story to those that create a large presence on the internet.
Our collective thoughts are powerful. The information generated on the internet causes emotional responses that are often fear based. I sense there are many people who are constantly in need of reassurance about a big event or a massive change that suddenly comes upon us all and miraculously moves us to a place somewhat like nirvana or eternal bliss.
I used to be like this myself in my desperation. It only really shows doubt and a lack of trust in life itself. Living is a process of growing and evolving. Evolution happens in its own sweet time. Life can be trusted to move us to evolve. Part of evolution is to learn to trust life itself, that it is here to help us and not to harm us.
As adults, we have a co-creative ability to thought form our reality. Evolution may move us through our trauma and pains of the past to a place of balance and harmony. Creating balance and harmony is an inside job. As intelligent systems ourselves, just like our planet Earth, as we flow with time and nature and trust life, we naturally evolve into a place of balance and harmony.
All our answers may be found within us. Our answers are potentially distorted in the quest to looking at outer content to monitor ourselves, the Earth and life itself. Our beautiful planet is a living and sentient being that is keen to communicate with us. We all receive her messages in our unique way. Let's return to the love that we are, to inner-sense and trust in the divine will of creation - ourselves - and so it is.
I see this combination of living love, power and wisdom as a trinity of completing. Healing is wholing and wholing is healing. We are encouraged to love, but so often power and wisdom is left out of the equation, making it weak and ineffective.
I lived and I loved and I laughed to the best of my ability over time. However, power was lacking and wisdom was growing. Wisdom will always continue to grow. It is part of our human experience. It's the power that so often needs to be grown within us.
Just over a year ago, my yoga practice lacked core strength and no matter how hard I worked at the physical process of my practice, I could not find integrity in core strength. A year of magnanimous challenge has brought me the gift of power and now the core strength is there, along with greater flexibility and presence.
Loving power is strength. It is the strength to be ones true self, to sing ones unique song and live ones unique expression fearlessly. It may mean we let people go or choose to relate to some as if just being neighbourly. I have had to learn not to give my power away and to keep my true friends to just a few that are trustworthy.
From this state of BEing, we need or want for nothing. We feel the presence of our whole
BEing and know that LIFE sustains us. In our wisdom, we see all challenges as opportunities to learn and grow. We become grateful for all of our past, our present and our future. Stress disappears. Life opens up. Pure love and joy is a result.
I have learned to take my stand to live my ethics or values with integrity, and continue to do so as events present themselves to me. Integrity of love, wisdom and power is liberating me. My focus is now my destiny path. It comes directly from creator and aligns with divine will. It's beautiful. I am loving my new life and we all may as we integrate love, wisdom and power into our everyday lives - and so it is
What is this season called Christmas? What has become of it? It all holds meaning for us in different ways. My Christmas message may feel like a thunder bolt to some. I'm good at delivering them and they come from a place of love actually - love of creation, love of the Earth and through the earth they come, through me to anyone who can receive them.
This year has been largely a year of meditation. It wasn't a conscious choice to me for it to be that way. It was a fight for survival, to live and not die. I am honest, true and open because I know what secrets do.
Christmas day for me and in the past leaves me wanting to leave the Earth, to make myself invisible and to not exist. I've come through this many times. I'm proficient at it and the last thing I need or want is sympathy or advice. I know who I am and those closest to me 'see' who I am. They see my courage, strength, tenacity and wisdom.
I'm also small and vulnerable and have had a tendency to rage and anger. It has been a passionate fuel that I have sought to put to good use. There is good reason why it is there, not that I am seeking to excuse it any way.
Some misunderstand. I let this kind of thing go regularly. It's ok. I am used to it. I have had to ponder a suggestion to not put my energy out to cause scattering, however, what I feel coming through the earth to me to share this day, may cause some scattering if we choose to be honest and to take response ability for the wellbeing of ourselves, our planet and little children and babies.
I feel the Earth energies strongly and I feel the effects of the governing programs that are in need of releasing. I seek to release some with this writing. So while people are listening to songs of adultery (e.g, mummy kissing Santa under the mistletoe and how would daddy respond - and how does this song program a young child's mind?) No amount of tinsel, sparkle and fake shine covers the misery generated by it.
What's more, it ends up in the bellies of the fish of our oceans and then humanity cries when they can't fish from it any more. I was invited by friends to share Christmas food, but graciously declined. I had dedicated myself to be with Papatuanuku (Earth Mother) as I feel the separation she feels during one of the greatest times of illusion or fakery there is that comes around year after year, in Western culture.
In Western culture of greed, capitalism, self gratification, coveting, competing, insanity still has a hold. Other cultures are busy trying to save their forests from it all at the same time.
Many people pretend. Many families bear with one another as hidden under a sea of pain, secrets seek to come into consciousness to free them, but then there is the alcohol, the spliffs, the technology, the toys and any number of distractions there to keep it alive in secrecy.
While it is lost in secrecy, many children are suffering from incest, from paedophilia, from inappropriate and predatory touch and adults are programmed and oblivious and unable to help it to stop. Yes, I speak a little from my experience and from not being able to put together fragments of memory that rise at this time of year.
Today, I felt I wanted to present the secrets to my family and see if they are all ok. I have been strong and protective of them too, not wanting them to have to remember where they are possibly affected too. I grieve the loss of my eldest daughter and wonder what really took her from me.
I feel the intensity of wanting to run but for me there is nowhere to go. My car is useless and I can't go driving and singing with the stereo way up loud as I used to. I don't want to take drugs or drink alcohol. I don't want to seek to satisfy my hunger. I chose to go inwards and 'be'.
I chose to face what is there and sincerely desire that more people would do that, so we may all heal and move on. Even though great inroads have been made to stop paedophilia, incest and Satanic ritual abuse, we're not clear yet. It's a problem we all can help heal even if it hasn't touched you, you can help keep children safe, people alive and communities coming from a place of care.
We're certainly not clear of the pain of it and I am not clear on how I now move forward from it in a healthy way. I just know that each day, my greatest love, this planet that we call Earth will advise me on what I need to know in each now moment. She's really good like that! Nature is my sanity. It's tangible. It is love and illusion and fakery is not.
May we release all these secrets, heal all the pain and do all that we can to make this world a better place now - and so it is!!!
NOW is the time to really pay attention to our thoughts and our words and where they are coming from. I'm paying extra special attention to what I write and talk about. I have been enCOURAGEd by a few good friends to reframe some of my statements. I am choosing to give attention to only what I feel blesses my life NOW and all of creation, to the best of my ability.
The old is gone and a bright new future is calling itself forth. The future is called from the thoughts that we NOW each generate. The thoughts generated from the power of our heart hold an extra high frequency that may powerfully deliver a future that matches. It is time to live a new story and birth ourselves into a new beginning. How would you like that to be?
Many of us have been diligently learning, growing, healing trauma from the past and as we did we were preparing ourselves for this NOW moment. HEALth begins with us. Our thoughts are symptoms of what may need to be reSOLVEd. As we catch them, we may reframe and adjust them so we may create the desires of our hearts.
As peace, freedom and love come from our hearts, it naturally aligns with the divine will of the creator. Great spirit, Father Sky, Earth Mother, whatever we call our source, graciously gives to us what we create. We have been enTRUSTed with it. We have the opportunity to MASTER ourselves as we recognise the output of our thoughts.
Our thoughts take form, so what do you desire to bring into form? As our thoughts come through us from a grounded place, they may create more pure forms. All may pass through the entire energy systems of our physical human being.
Unwanted thought forms may be transmuted with love into new forms that we prefer and that keep our fields in a more pristine condition. This naturally blesses all of creation. We are all uncompromisingly 100% valuable. We all contribute to creation.
May we birth forward the highest expressions of ourselves as energy flows through our entire being, passing through the heart from the grouding of our being to the mind - and so it is
Poppy Joy, writing about health from my perspective.