Loving through disCOURAGEment

Rātū, 29 Kohitātea, 2019.  The day of 11 Oc/Tz'i'/Dog in the ancient Aztec sacred Mayan count.

Dis - don't let it take away the way you love.  Don't be dissed.  Don't let it make your throw your armour back on.  Don't buy into it.  It's of the mind.  "Ment" is of the mind.  COURAGE is of the heart.

Everything in life is showing us something and that is why every experience is worthy to be lived so we may learn from it.  Love will bring up things unlike itself for the purpose of being seen and released.

An 11 day is a great day to release what is unlike love and as we do, let's look at our responses to discouragement and disillusionment and check in to the response it has left us with.  I've been checking in with my own and choosing to maintain to the best of my ability my dedication to seek to love like Papatūānuku (Earth Mother) role models to me.

I'm mustering more courage to respond in a way that I feel may help others to awaken more to this.  It's the 11th day of the Sun trecena where we may come more fully into our sovereign strength, our I AM presence, to be Christed, anointed with the true love of true enLIGHTenment.

The energy of Oc/Dog is love, heart, loyalty, running and playing with ones true tribe of destiny, justice and the presence of being in simplicity.  On an 11 day, we may consciously release what is unlike that because it shows up in our own lives for a reason.  It is a teacher, although I am kind of getting over the harsh lessons of life and would like a bit of an even break if it could be possible for me.

When you're down and out and you need a helping hand, it's nice to know there is one somewhere.  It's growing here, from true and loving people that are in my community, but I'm still my own lone wolf here, trying to learn how to trust people again.  I'm just this little white woman on my own here is many ways, feeling everyone and everything and trying to find my feet so that maybe there is a life for me too.

All any one of us can do, is to trust that somehow, even though we have interpreted our circumstances as discouraging, that this is a part of the divine plan.  I've learned that when I look back in hind sight, there is always a kind of perfection and a reason why things happened.

It certainly is an opportunity for deeper layers of healing.  The body responds and we may patiently sit with it, trust, know, be and find our way to keep loving, just as Papatūānuku has continued to love and give of herself, so quietly in the background as people push one another around seeking to grab and get.

The letters on the ring in the photo spell, "Kia kaha".  It means to be strong, to get stuck in and to keep going.  This ring that has been given as a gift to me, reminds me to just keep loving and being strong in life, no matter what.  It was given as a gift of love and an encouragement to be strong in the situation that I am currently living in.

Being strong is not about putting armour back on and making an appearance of strength.  It is about being strong enough to NOT put your armour back on and simply be the love of ones true "I AM" presence.  It takes enormous trust in divine will.  Courage is what initiates change that shows up in action.  I am planning on putting my courage to good use again soon. 

I'm here to do my bit in helping Papatūānuku go green again and it takes courage.  I just wish there were more people living courage, heart, love, loyalty, etc.  It's certainly not very common yet. We are all healing.  Health is the fruit of love.  Let's do all we can to live it.

As we sit through things, hope comes.  Kia kaha!  Be strong.  Love is strong.  Hearts are strengthened as we live by their guidance.  Loyalty comes when healing and love is in relating. 

True companions of destiny reveal themselves in love, with heart and loyalty, in divine timing, with acceptance of you as you are.  I'd really like to connect with my true tribe whoever you are and wherever you may be.  I've been a lone wolf for a long time and will always be that.  It would be nice to be that in loving togetherness of true friends who run a bit like I do too.  

I acknowledge also that there may still be more hard yards if that is what it takes for it to happen in my actual life and not just word, meditation and dream.  May all these dangling carrots perish as they have passed their use by date.  I feel armour around me when I talk like that, ready for me to put on.

I have to be enlightened enough not to in my personal dedication to really live into being the love I really am. Armour or amour?  It's so much easier to throw on armour and give up on love when you feel like your life has been taken and trashed, than to open to amour and allow it to heal all the wounds of it. 

That is the challenge and it is courage lived by a heart that knows that will bless creation the most.  So no matter what your situation is, just keep your heart open to love, and to grow love if it lacking from within.  The true fruit of love will grow. Papatūānuku is showing she loves you consistently and that is the kind of love that is needed from humanity now to help her go green again.  May it be so - and so it is.

​Kia kaha!!!

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