Irlen Syndrome - disABILITY - perception and legalities

Rāhoroi, 2 Huitunguru, 2019.  This is my write up on health, fuelled by the energy of 2 Ix/Jaguar (the day of the Aztec Mayan sacred count of time).  I'm writing today about the current theme and how perception can be an over'looked' aspect of health.

So firstly, many people have what is called a reading disability such as dyslexia and the less commonly known, Irlen Syndrome.  I was diagnosed with having a severe case. People don't believe me when I try to explain this, because I write so well.  Some people even go so far as to assume and try to tell me how my life is without actually living it.

It seems it is difficult for them to comprehend that I have a HUGE struggle with reading, so my output certainly exceeds my input in the writing/reading exchange of communication.  So, Ix, the shamanic jaguar energy, on the polarising and challenging day, being the second day of the Ben/Reed trecena is calling this forth from me today.  It is facilitating some change.

Jaguar can sit in stillness and meditation, alone in nature.  The energy of nature is pure and congruent.  It doesn't lie, manipulate or control.  It's my favourite place to BE.  For me, it's humanity that is the challenge and has been all of my life.  I am human too, so therefore a challenge to myself.

Irlen's syndrome has been labelled and classified but I have a very different take on it.  As someone with a severe case, finding myself constantly having to explain to others why I have such difficulty communicating with the 'writ'ten word, well, it's really challenging to me. 

It means I cannot maintain having friends or connections the way many people do.  It means a lot of confusion because I see and feel the energy that comes with words.  I feel the incongruency that comes only from humans who have been a big part of this living by human will experiment.  I feel it is just about due for completion. Bring it on!!!

I see people chop and change, defend and pretend sometimes.  They may try to restory what was said to suit them and make up for their own insecurities.  I see it all though and just have to sit with things.  I just know what I know and what I see and allow myself and others to grow out of it all as we continue to evolve.  I try to do this with as much love as I can.  It's a real challenge though. It's bloody frustrating, to be honest.

Animals and nature are not addicted, manipulated, controlled or influenced by the written word or unnatural things like radios, televisions, the internet, screen information, etc.  Nature is what it is and it seeks to thrive.  It thrives best in the absence of low frequencies and energy signals that distort and harm.

I see energy.  How do I explain that?  It is like explaining what colour is to someone who is blind or what sound is to someone who is deaf.  The really cool thing about these so called dis-ABILITIES is that other abilities take over and other intelligence kicks in.  Systems seek to balance and harmonise themselves.

For me, it is the most difficult to read the most energetically distorted writing.  I guess I am one of the lucky ones, as lonely and isolated as my world can be, because I get to know truth.  I have been blessed to have a dog in my life and to know her intelligent ways, the simplicity of life, the natural interaction she has with nature.  Our happiest times are out there in it.

I also have got to meet the 'odd' person who lives life from the heart and not the head and is therefore living a life that is far more congruent that most humans do, as I 'see' it.  It's ironic that the 'odd' and 'weird' ones in this world are the ones who live life more from the heart than the head.

Perception is a personal thing.  As a young child, I could see truth in energy.  I think I must have frightened adults around me.  I must have as I was met so often with hostile responses to my innocent remarks and so sternly told over and over again, "No, that is not how it is, it is like this." 

So, it caused me to doubt myself and I spent a lot of my adult life asking others, "Is this how it is?"  I didn't trust my ability to 'see'.  Doubt and uncertainty claimed a large space in my life.  As I healed, I have been clearing these away and starting to 'see' again through the perception that I was given to 'see' with in the first place.

Why is this important to write about now?  Well, so many young children are now being born 'seeing' energy too and being sensitive to frequencies.  These so called reading disabilities are on the increase.  It's a process of evolution.  I 'see' and feel the energy of young children and babies.  So often, they are more evolved and wise than their parents and teachers. 

It is sad to see the doubt and uncertainty crowd in on them as they grow and are affected by ignorant social conditioning that comes out of human will separated from natural lore and divine will.  Humans are incongruent.  So often, their words don't match their deeds. 

Words and deeds - the basis of one of the most harmful man-made tools on earth.  They are the basis of legislation.  The energy or frequencies of legislation are the most highly distorted ones I have 'seen'.  They have captured our planet, captured creation and brought it to destruction.

I'm friggin' happy in some ways to not be able to read such shite and corruption.  It is not a part of nature and it was not a part of any indigenous culture either.  I've been learning Te Reo Māori.  I'm learning it only because the very land I walk and exist upon here now is calling it forth in me and it is part of my returning to natural lore.

It's not calling it forth in written words either. It was never a written language in the first place. It's calling itself forth in energy or frequency.  The energy of it resonates at an incredibly higher frequency than English, Latin or Legalese.  Many people do not real-eyes that Legalese is a language.  It is defined as, "language used by lawyers and in legal documents that is difficult for ordinary people to understand."

Why, because it is manipulative, controlling, destructive and opposed to what is good and natural.  It is the output of human will separated from great spirit, creator, life force, mauri, chi, prana or whatever 'word' best describes it for you.  It's a totally different frequency than anything that seeks to exist without it.  That's for sure.

It's the remnants of the hold of the mind who had to seek to survive in artificial and controlled (governed) worlds.  The challenge is to let the mind go and have the heart lead and this is my challenge just as much as it is anyone else's too.

It is no surprise to me now, that the first words that I heard the land here say to me, were "kanohi ki te kanohi".  This means face to face in Te Reo Māori.  This is a natural way.  This is how we may BE in pure presence with others.  If we take away all these low frequency words of distortion and connected with one another with our hearts, we would be free.

Papatūānuku, my ultimate role model in loving and giving may just come up with something to save herself and those who are more united with her.  She may just do something that would destroy the power of the written word and the illusion that money controls everything.  She may reject the word manipulation and control games completely.

She is a sentient, intelligent, loving and living being and she interacts with other sentient, intelligent, loving and natural beings like the sun, planets and other heavenly bodies.  To save herself and end this human experiment gone mad, maybe she will quake massively or maybe the sun will hurl out a huge mass coronal ejection and stir up all the magnetics to cause the change we need. 

We need change to happen in order to return us to natural lore and get off of all these artificial bandwagons that are paths to destruction.  Polarities are changing.  It's inevitable and an interaction with human consciousness.  We are the change.

Maybe, a masculine heavenly body travelling in haste on a mission will come by super close and pull the last of the false grid matrix away from Papatūānuku's being and allow the newly formed natural crystalline grid of super high frequency to take over. This is potentially a grand returning to nature. 

For those who have the essence of this matching frequency, it's not going to be a problem.  We know our soul goes on and on no matter what happens.  We are not so upset by the mass exodus of souls leaving the planet now.  We know there is a divine purpose in it and can trust that.
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Our frequency will maintain itself as it is and what is of matching frequency will be attracted to us. I saw this in a vision, but them I'm weird like that and I really don't give a rats ass any more as to how others perceive me. 

I am here in service and one with Papatūānuku to the best of my ability.  I don't need or want another human to complete or fulfill in any area of life.  I know I can work on trusting and growing in relating with all my human relations.  I'm working on it.  I am a human being who is evolving just like you are.

The full light of truth will be 'seen' by all in due time.  May whatever it is that needs to happen for the RETURN to natural lore, the freedom of our home planet, Papatūānuku (Pachamama, Earth Mother) happen NOW in the unfoldment of the great divine plan - and it is - LOL!!!

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