Rāhina, 18 Huitanguru 2019 - I have been meditating on what cosmic justice is.  A day keeper of the Aztec Mayan sacred count sparked my curiosity when I read his interpretation of the energies of this day, 5 Oc/Dog (also known as Tz'i to the K'iche Maya.

Now this is a health blog and to me cosmic justice has everything to do with health, all the way through the cosmos.  Our every word, action and deed affects the cosmos as human co-creators of a reality that we share.

We are here to learn and grow and as we do, we naturally teach and share.  To share like dog tribes do, is to share in loving, relating, protecting, being loyal to our friends, family and communities and to care for one another.  As we do, this extends to the entire cosmos.  I get the sense of it reverberating through time and space, creating health and wellbeing from it's foundation.

Dog's are one with nature.  They express themselves freely, unafraid to bark at anything that may impinge on their territory or those they love and protect.  They will wag their tails in delight, run and play and give affection as they appreciate being loved themselves.

Just like dogs it's not very hard to reverberate love and the power of our hearts into the cosmos.  All we need to do is live, love and laugh.  We can care for one another, just be and as we interact, we can smile and help each other out.  It doesn't have to be big or grand to infectiously spread love and joy.  

I know it's possible even from a hospital bed, from a homeless state and from challenging environments.  I've met someone who was a mercenary in the Congo and I could see from the way he told his story, it was love that kept him alive and it was love that attracted the miracles and angels to save people and himself in his work.

It's a humble state of being.  It is a radical contrast from being around people who bear grudges, cast frosty glances when their nose isn't so high in the air, protecting their last ounce of pride - poor buggers.  I'd love to see them melt, laugh at themselves and just connect with that beautiful heart energy we may all access and enjoy as a human tribe.

I'm growing in trust myself and seeking to put all my relating in integrity.  I've examined myself lots lately in meditation to see my patterns, where trusting is absent and where I have withdrawn my heart.  It's humbling and I highly recommend it, because the love that is reconnected with, will reverberate through all time and space and cosmic justice will be done.

On the fifth day of the Cimi/Death trecena, we are empowered to live from our hearts and this may come with the awareness of how it does travel through time and space affecting the cosmos through layers, veils, dimensions of space and time, however you perceive it to be.  Some of us can see here.

As I look into the spaces where the controllers operate from, I see your heart energy dissipating all misused power.  I see the control systems collapsing into the fictitious rubble that it originated from and being cleared away.  It is the power of heart that vibrates super quickly and is causing what is unlike love to reconfigure into something that is bringing us greater harmony and balance.

Harmony and balance is the desire of our mother planet, Papatūānuku or Pachamama.  She in her unconditionally loving presence is one with us.  She desires us to return to her, to love, truth and simplicity.  Our intellect as humans has been misused and caused a massive and dangerous imbalance to life. 

Now let's be empowered in doing our bit, each one of us, by being the love that we are, leading life from the wisdom and power of our hearts for cosmic justice.  Let's tweak our lives to be in alignment with Papatūānuku and the nature she so generously gives to bless us all. 

Let's reverberate love in all it's wisdom, power and strength through the cosmos and enjoy the fruits of the justice, balance and harmony it will bring - and so it is

Dog's LOVE and KNOW what matters and intelligent human BEings do too.  True intelligence originates from the heart. I enCOURAGE the enJOYment of this short video by Jane Goodall to reflect on how we may each contribute to being emPOWERers of cosmic justice.​

Rāmere, 15 Huitanguru 2019.  Introspection has its place.  Sometimes we don't always like what we see in ourselves.  Remember then, to be for giving towards yourself and have compassion and self-love, as it is the only way to come to acceptance and move through what ever has caused us to perhaps have rough edges.

I am seeing mine.  I could go into regret, beat myself up, but what good would it do?  Life gives us challenges.  Every challenge is an opportunity to grow and learn.  We all have areas of our lives that we may feel inexperienced in.  There can be fear of messing up.  That fear may even cause one to mess up, so one can make up and move ahead, when there is an environment of love and acceptance.

Surrendering is the opposite of controlling.  Control can happen in many ways.  It can be like an addiction and it can also be like an aversion.  I seem quite prone to the aversion side of things.  I'd like to avoid what I sense may be dramatic or unsettling.  However, there are times when acceptance of our challenges is necessary.

I withdraw from people and events and this is a form of self control.  It's not really all that trusting.  I could be a hermit and just enjoy the sanctity of my own space and I do often.  I then find it lacks balance of meaningful interaction with other people. I feel life is challenging me to soften here and allow.  There is fear there.  I am trying to be courageous and release that fear.

I don't want to hurt others and I don't want to hurt myself, but aversion, just like addiction can do that.  It's a more socially acceptable form of copping out really, but to what end?  There is less stress when there is total acceptance and trust in the divine plan.  I can feel my resistance, and it is telling me, forgive yourself, love yourself, be yourself and release yourself from trying to protect yourself and isolate yourself further.

In the past, because of my unique set of life events, I have dealt with most of them on my own.  Sometimes we need a little help from good friends.  It can feel tricky, because the hurts of the past can make us prickly.  I find myself kicking up and resolutely deciding I will sort myself out on my own, so I isolate myself and then get frustrated because I have pushed away people who probably do care.  I still don't trust yet, that people do care.

Things still come up for healing and when they do they do.  It's time then to allow it all and surrender into the process.  Only then may we move into greater health and freedom.  Today is 2 Manik/Deer in the Aztec Mayan sacred count of time.  Deer is the humble, graceful and allowing healing energy.  It doesn't kick up against itself. It just moves with nature, observes and allows what is to be.  It's stable and grounded, but not stubborn like I can be.

We all have our areas of healing to attend to.  It needn't be controlled.  Healing will come up when it is safe to.  Within ourselves, we have an ability to not access anything more than we are ready to heal.  This is why memories are suppressed until it is safe enough to access them, process them and heal them.

Nature is always at the ready to assist our healing. Sometimes people are there to assist and people with healing gifts also can benefit in their own healing from the help of others with their healing gifts.

The more we are able to trust and surrender into life, the easier healing will be.  It takes an attitude of humility and a willingness to see ourselves.  It's not as easy to see where aversion fits in, as it is to see where addiction fits in.  We all have our blind spots.  Sometimes others help us to see them and heal them.

So as always, be kind.  Be gentle and self accepting.  Accept others with love so they may also have that environment of love and acceptance to heal when they choose to.  May we grow environments of love and acceptance where all beings are free to be all that they can be - and so it is

Rāpare, 14 Huitanguru 2019.  Death, loss and grief affect human health significantly.  It is not so much the death or the loss that affect us.  It is how we perceive it and what we believe about it that causes us stress.

When we lose a loved one, naturally there will be a void as our way of relating to their human physical form is gone.  But life goes on as I see it.  I've always been able to see energy and so there has always been an awareness that a lot goes on in the normally unseen realms.

It is the beginning of a new trecena (13 day time wave) in the Aztec Mayan sacred count of time.  It is the cycle of Cimi, more commonly known in the west as Death.  It's a sacred and precious time where we may open to greater perception of a greater perspective of what life, death and rebirth is really about.  Perhaps we will find the beauty that is there.

We cannot control death or when another soul leaves or arrives in human form, although it seems that many human beings would like to.  As part of the human will, many humans decided to deny divine will and seek to become like demi-God's to control life and death itself.

However, nature in all it's innate intelligence is prevailing.  The harm done by the controllers will be, and is being cleansed from our great planet as she comes more and more into her power and presence.  She has unconditionally given to all who have lived with her, but like any life form, balance and harmony is always correcting itself to return to health and wellbeing.

To be able to see beyond the so called 'here and now' has been a gift to me.  I've had to face my own dances with death.  I chose to live because I am aware of my purpose and the love that I have with another who shares that purpose with me, who was born to me, to show me the presence of love and purity with her being. 

It is a purpose based upon love and purity and assisting people to come back to their hearts, to know who they are, why they are here and how they choose to live it.  It is living love, remembering how to and applying it, while being honest and courageous to go through all emotion and life events with trust.

Lately I've seen how many of the pure hearted souls here have been immensely challenged.  These are people who have chosen to live the path of love and to avoid the path of greed.  It still seems rare in this world to find people who have maintained their love and purity and broken through the illusions that the mind control (government) systems have attempted to dictate.

Women may have the advantage here as generally they are socially conditioned to give without expectation of gain.  They naturally are drawn to loving and nurturing other human beings without expecting payment.  They will naturally look after their young, clean and give without a thought for recognition or monetary gain.

Seeing beyond the veil, into the realms of spirit where energy is visible, audible and palpable can be a blessing.  Here we know that surrender is sweet and control is counter-productive.  Here we find acceptance in what is.  We find freedom in letting go of what is not meant to be controlled.  Here we find sweetness in trusting divine will and the intelligence that is in nature.

This intelligence is held in every little quantum particle.  It's love.  It's purposeful.  It's with us at all times, so why should we ever fear for life, for possessions, for connections, for anything.  When we can rest into surrender, we allow the miracles of life to arrive.  Life is always born out of death and everything is temporary and has it's time.  We can live more easily in limitation, knowing that the limitations are temporary and challenges will pass.

Acceptance is sweet and peaceful.  Each now moment is infused with love and intelligence in a natural world.  The clanging and banging around of the control systems is just like a veneer over the top of what is real and it's time for it to die. I have been tuning into Papatūānuku (Earth Mother) and she's had to go into a bit of a contraction before her next round of expansion where there may be a lot of death of the old.  

In times of great change, there can be great death, of old ways but also many souls letting go.  Knowing that there is a divine plan and that those humans who are leaving their form continue on.  This reduces stress.  I am aware of spirit and those who have passed on.  They are mostly very joyful and enjoying their freedom where they are.

Their personality has been dropped and they see things as they really are, free of the veneers of illusion.  They are free of the captivity of the money system.  They are free of  rulers who control how our lives are lived.  Many are here for us, to help us.  Some are super keen to connect with us to help.

I have seen Māori warriors guarding children's playgrounds.  I'm aware of elementals in the most natural places, like the forests, waterfalls, lakes, rivers and oceans.  Our human condition has caused us to deny these loving beings, yet they have much to give and they do, for the good of creation only.

When we find peace with loved ones who have left their form, then we are able to attune to their frequency by raising our own.  It's found in the frequency of heart connection.  Any energy that is of low frequency may be cleared away with the high vibration of love we have. 

Thought forms of the mind can create things of low frequency.  Our mind is here to serve our heart ideally.  As we undo our trauma through the heart, we may give more form to what is of love. This is why living by the heart is most helpful for everyone and everything. There is really nothing to fear when we know how to clear.  Only love will do the job well.

The next thirteen days allow us to flow more in the sweetness of surrender and acceptance.  We may become more acquainted with what is real and natural.  It is a time for some aloneness and reflection.  This is a great investment into our health and wellbeing when we take this opportunity.  

May we grow together in unity as we allow love and in-sight to interact with the great cycles of death and birth, of release and opportunity.  May we live in harmony and trust, as one, surrendered to the divine will of the creator that we are one with, in ease - and so it is

Poppy Joy - intuitive health coach (click here for more information)

Rāhina, 11 Huitanguru 2019.  Accessing what is suppressed so it may be released brings health.  When we have the heart and courage to explore the void of consciousness, we are empowered to access blockages and obstacles to our wellbeing.

It is the day of 11 Akbal/Night in the ancient Aztec Mayan count of time.  We have the energy here today to explore the void.  It is like a vision quest if you are visionary kind of being like me.  Many of us are.  As we purify and refine ourselves, we more clearly see, hear and feel beyond the five human senses.

When I go into my deep meditation, I am aware of connecting with my heart through the breath and feeling into my body.  The mind lets go and what is true percolates up to the surface based upon the intention that I brought into my meditation.

For this, it is necessary to go into pure observation mode and be free of emotions or energetic attachments.  Our body wisdom is one with the body wisdom of our planet, Papatūānuku.  There are times when she withdraws into herself too, to just be and nurture her dream to birth as consciousness clears.

As we remove the obstacles within our consciousness, we are doing this alongside Papatūānuku.  She desires that we merge as one into her unconditionally loving ways.  She loves us so much, she will kick ass sometimes to bring her beloved children back to her.  I know this has been true for me. 

She always showed me the greater picture though which enabled me to stay with her as she navigated the new territory of being.  She is rising in frequency and the one verse (universe) is singing it's new tones to help her bring her dream into form. There is no separation.  It's her freedom which is our freedom. We birth it together as one.

When we resist this process and hold on to the density of the past, we will experience the signs of resistance.  That will show itself up in physical pain, anxiety, depression, anger and other ways that are unlike the fullness of love.  None of these experiences are wasted however, as they have the potential to return us to love.  This is the great return.  It is the end of the illusion of separation.

We are one.  It is love that births freedom.   It is love that frees our planet.  Love is beyond the greed of systems of control.  They are being severely challenged right now and it needs to happen.  For all those who have decided that money comes before love and are living it, it will take another big round of duality and that walk along the path of destruction that the Hopi prophesied to learn the lesson.

For those who have stayed true to the path of love, who real eyes that true value comes with our heart based action to love and protect Papatūānuku (our planet), to respect the life force in all things and to soften into loving surrender and release, we will be with our planet as she comes through into her own presence in freedom.

The plant, mineral and animal kingdoms are aware of this.  It's just humanity that is having trouble choosing which way they WILL go.  So hold the vision, dream Papatūānuku's dream with her.  Every one of us contributes to the release of the old holds and the dawning of the new heart led ways of BEing - and so it is

Rātapu, 10 Huitanguru, 2019.  It's more than air we are breathing.  We may be conscious of this and aware of this basic and free answer to health and wellbeing.  Make a practice of it.  Breathe life force.  It is spirit that is being breathed, spirit coming into where we focus our awareness inside our body, to purity, integrate, cleanse and guide us.

As we release the stale air of old stories, what no longer serves us, we open to the sweetness of spirit to restore us.  The breath is reliable as it is processed through our heart centres and as we may go deeper with the breath, the mind lets go.  We may enter into peace and stillness.  

We BE-COME more of ourselves.  Our communication comes more from the heart.  We find peace in what challenges us and we connect with spirit.  Breath is spirit.  That is why when we are most inspired, our breath flows most freely.  

When we are anxious, fearful, depressed and angry, our breath is short, shallow and minimal.  Herein is the challenge.  It is to draw the breath into the emotions experienced and open up to spirit to integrate them and bring forward loving solutions, rather than reacting and keeping the existing oppression, suppression, depression, impression pressing in.

Breathwork has been a daily practice for me for about fourteen years now. It helped bring me into my body and being. It is a natural part of my meditation.  If my breath is not free flowing and full, then I know it's best to go and sort myself out before I mix and mingle too much with others.

Observing the breath and being observant of our lives with the breath is a healthy but very much overlooked ability.  It doesn't cost anything to breathe.  The only obstacle is when one lives in a very polluted area.  We may need to return to nature, be close to the ocean, by a forest to make the most of breathing good quality air.

Today is 10 Iq/Wind in the ancient Mayan sacred count.  It's a day to return to the breath, to speak from the inspiration that comes from moving spirit through our being, integrating our emotions and experiences and transforming them into what comes from the heart and that is love, joy, peace, happiness and freedom.  May it be so!

Rāhoroi, 9 Huitanguru, 2019.  So many people have not had an experience of receiving love and nurture, especially when they are empathic or the healing kinds themselves.  When I was in my 30's, I had the opportunity to go and stay at a kind of a retreat house for women.  I was going through crises at the time.  The experience gave me a new direction in life.

I saw the value of what it is to just be loved and nurtured.  I had never come across this before.  It was new to me.  For a week, my meals were cooked.  I was given time to rest and just be.  I wasn't allowed to do the dishes or any of the nurturing myself.  It left a lasting impression on me.

I decided that it was something that I wanted to give others one day.  I finished my degree in counselling and was given the opportunity to co-facilitate health retreats for others.  Just being loved, nurtured and cared for gives a safe foundation for anyone to heal.  For some, who are used to being on the giving end in exchanging love, it was challenging.

It meant that the only one left to make use of the retreat time was the guest.  There was plenty of time for reflection and plenty of healing sessions.  This is what people respond to in healing.  Love, nurture, being and receiving is the energy of the day of the Aztec Mayan sacred count, 9 Imix (Dragon/Crocodile or Waterlily).

It's soft, gentle, feminine as well as strong, protective and primal.  I mean primal in the sense of being with nature and the elements.  The very masculine dominated world that we have shared has had an absence of these qualities. The strong and protective aspect has been more tough and lacked nurture or care.

Healing has been so often fueled by tough and harsh realities.  It's time for the ancient and feminine approach to be the basis of healing now.  Only then can deep healing happen and only then can people love like this themselves.

My dream which keeps surfacing and warming my heart in meditation is connecting with this possibility myself.  I used to have a retreat venue until the government and it's goons decided to try and take all that I had.  I see a return to it, but it's just one of the dangling carrot visions for now.

Nine is the tone of the day.  It is a tone of great cycles.  There are nine months in a pregnancy, one of the greatest cycles I could acknowledge as a mother myself.  I've been having the vision for about that long.  I hope it is going to birth itself.  Whatever happens though, I trust the divine plan to unfold in divine timing if it is a part of my destiny path.  It would appear so, but it's only an apparation at this stage.

It is my vision to be able to give healing retreats to healers most of all.  The imbalance of giving and receiving is very obvious here, and for myself included.  I've had the vision that the way may be found where it is something that can be given and valued with little or no need for monetary payment on the part of those who would come for healing, or a good rest to refresh so they could carry on with their service to humanity.

Only when the way is made clear to open up the ways of loving, nurturing, being and receiving care, will we see the change we wish to see in the world.  Only when we know what it means to be loved, nurtured and care for ourselves, can we love, nurture and care for others in a way that blesses them, creation and Papatūānuku (Earth Mother) herself.

May this way open up as the cold, harsh, clinical and loveless ways of old close down - and so it is

Rāmere, 8 Huitanguru, 2019.  To love is to be enlightened.  It is only love that will bring us to maturity and into self mastery.  It is only love that births our sovereign existence to the fullest possible extent, as we learn and grow.

Today is 8 Ahau/Sun in the Aztec sacred Mayan count of time.  I am being enlightened as I learn Te Reo Māori.  I take all my learning into my meditation space to feel it, know it and integrate it.  This knowledge of love and enlightenment does relate to health and this is ultimately a holistic health blog.

"Te wa," literally translated would simply mean, "The time".  Combine this with the sacred meaning of 'time' and it means to me, divine timing.  Time can be trusted.  Time has a purpose for human existence and time is involved with our process of human enlightenment.

People talk of time lines.  That feels really off to me, like the proverbial donkey forever chasing the proverbial carrot.  I see time more in spirals that uplift and build upon one another, accessing perfect geometrical points that connect everyone and everything.

Spirals have an upward flow that potentially take us to higher frequencies and states of being as we simply learn and grow.  Time is whole and full and all needs to be passed through to gain the wisdom of experience so we may mature.  We may trust in a divine journey in divine time.

Most of us know now, that it is great to have plans and goals.  However, these plans and goals will rarely pan out in the way we envisioned them to in the first place.  Plans are great because they give our lives direction.  They invite the events and experiences in that we need for our learning and growth.

I never planned to have a whole bunch of chronic illness and the need to have so much time behind my eyelids.  I took advantage of the opportunity in my own way and now I am immensely grateful that I really know the benefits of meditation and the benefits of withdrawing myself from the bombardment of outer information like the programming that comes through television, social media, etc.

I grew through doubting myself and what I perceived in meditation. Now I feel I have gained insight that works well for me, guides my life and hopefully blesses those around me.  We all contribute to the whole in one way another.  I would like my contribution to be beneficial to the whole.

In the stillness of meditation, we access heart knowing.  We may connect with nature, the earth and the sun as examples.  We real eyes the sentience of the sun and the light codes that it sends us.  We start to interact with it, to give and receive and it fills my heart with joy.

Without nature and the connection to the life force in everything, there is little hope.  People may become lost in fear (an absence of love) and seek to control their world which also means controlling others.

The guidance of our hearts is trustworthy.  It may become the foundation of our being if we choose it to be that way.  It will set our path on a divine journey of destiny towards our goals and dreams.  Our faith will be challenged, but eventually we may all come to see, there is a divine purpose to all things.

I've come from a background of severe trauma and had my life threatened many times. I am no nay-sayer. Now I see in my eternal optimism, that all was given to me as a gift so I could mature.  My dreams are big and the polarities of the experiences I have had are huge.  

Be filled with care about what you dream for, because you will attract the events in life that are needed for that dream.  It may not be accomplished in this life.  I meditate a lot and I am aware of many lives lived towards the big dream I have brought through them all.  It's a journey towards a destination.  It is a destiny path.

The sun enlightens us as we are open to receive the nature of this divine light.  Sing to the sun, salute it if you're into yoga, put your intentions out to it.  We are one with the sun.  Our enlightenment is a part of a greater conscious enlightenment.  We all contribute.

May we be blessed in maturing in the ways of love as we are enlightened by the events that we encounter.  Love is a total sum of every experience.  Let's not confuse it with romance.  Love guides us, protects us and ascends us up in divine time.  Miracles abound when the heart leads our lives.  May we continue to grow in enlightenment.

And since this is a health blog, I'm putting in my favourite organic vegan smoothie recipe today.  It's filled with the goodness that the sunshine brings.  It fuels my day and blesses my health. May it bless yours too if you like it.
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This website is a blast from the past for me (click on this link). It was my blog on some of my journey of healing cancer naturally. I feel I have some great experience to be a holistic health coach now.

Rāpare, 7 Huitanguru, 2019.  Today is 7 Storm/Cauac in the Aztec Mayan sacred count of time. Detoxification and healing is a strong energy of this sign and 7 is the mid-point of reflection of any trecena (13 day time spiral ;) ). 

Love and blessings to all - good health - and so it is

Rāhina, 4 Huitunguru, 2019.  4 Cib/Owl in the Aztec Mayan sacred count of time.  Wisdom comes into form today, from the foundation of our home lives and relating with others.  Trust - so what is it we trust in?

Let's look at one of the greatest mind control programmes that has muchly overridden nature's lore, Papatūānuku's (Earth Mother's) freedom and ours simultaneously.  It's 'writ'ten on U.S. federal reserve notes, "In God we trust" and it's right on the money, the mon-eye that sought to place itself at the point of the pyramid to harness the energy of G-gold, O-oil and D-drugs.

How often is the word "GOD" referred to now?  Allow yourself to feel into the vibration or frequency of this word, then feel into other words, like 'creator', 'great spirit', 'Ahau', 'I am', and then let all the words go, return to your heart and feel the peace of your own being and know who you are.

Trust is found in the peace of the heart.  Peace remains in nature.  Division or this experience of separation, is the opportunity that we may wisely use to come to maturity.  We may return to trust what is the most sound and stable presence of our existence.  It's our mother planet that we chose to be with and grow with and learn.

I've come up against a common theme again, and that is where value is placed.  When money is not a great source of one's reality, and still one seeks to give, the value of the giving goes largely unseen because no one is getting paid. 

There are those who are able to appreciate and receive giving void of money, but it seems that many would still like to hold others in some kind of form of permanent indebtedness, no matter how much is given in other ways.  

Those who can receive other forms of giving seem to have a greater foundation of trust in a divine plan that flows above and beyond the mon-eye system.  Their vision extends beyond the socially conditioned strongholds that money, competing, status, possessions, etc., are the limits of value.  

The legal system have taken the word "trust" and turned it into money management systems with word spells that are imposed on others and have a strong hold, but only because people allow it to hold. 

The heavy weight of legal bullies who enforce and police it with power over or legislate it as a heartless tool are still given power, because people perhaps have not come to a place of maturity yet, to govern themselves and live a wise sovereign existence.

Anarchy which is simply the absence of rule also is a word that comes with a programmed punch and has people imagining riots, upheaval, violence etc., but in reality a return to natural lore without the power of the heartless ruler could bring us all back to peace and unity. 

If we lived by the wisdom and knowing of our hearts, we'd naturally love and care for one another. There are still some indigenous tribes who live this way and while the mind controlled among us keep persisting with government and legislative control, their lives become more at risk.  These tribes could be our role models and we could learn from them, for the health and wellbeing of ourselves and Papatūānuku.

We are in transition.  People can become quite terrified when it is suggested that we could live without government.  However, there was a time when we did.  In my country, it was probably more recently as the colonisation happened in the 1800's here. 

Until some big event happens leaving us real-eyesing what is real, we still need to find ways to share and private and agreeable exchanges are still needed with money for survival, but hopefully not for too much longer.  I'm not sure how much longer our planet can sustain it.  She's wise though and she knows what to do, how to do it and when.

The memories of the indigenous tribes of my country here are still fresh as memory written on DNA is passed on from one generation to the next.  It is also present from the ancient memories we may access as wise, conscious and aware human beings. 

We can be the change by returning to natural lore, connecting directly with nature and being one with the divine will of the creator, the I am, who is not separate from us in reality.  In my connection with Papatūānuku, she is constantly bringing me back to this, speaking personally with me and guiding my process in it.

Young babies and children are now being born who remember and have great wisdom.  They fall prey to social conditioning, unless they are guided to live by natural lore, to discover and play and interact with what is real.  Otherwise they are subject to the fictitious illusion that leads to slavery and oppression for all those at the so called bottom of the food chain while others move around freely, but walk on others to do so, whether they are aware of it or not.

We can start to undo the damage by where we focus our attention.  We can find other ways where true value is appreciated for what it is.  Competition is deleted from the equation this way.  Unless all of us have direct access to what nature so abundantly gives, we are not free.

May we bring form to the freedom possible within the wisdom of self governance from the heart, to live it to the best of our ability and love like Papatūānuku does - and so it may be - if we choose

Rāhoroi, 2 Huitunguru, 2019.  This is my write up on health, fuelled by the energy of 2 Ix/Jaguar (the day of the Aztec Mayan sacred count of time).  I'm writing today about the current theme and how perception can be an over'looked' aspect of health.

So firstly, many people have what is called a reading disability such as dyslexia and the less commonly known, Irlen Syndrome.  I was diagnosed with having a severe case. People don't believe me when I try to explain this, because I write so well.  Some people even go so far as to assume and try to tell me how my life is without actually living it.

It seems it is difficult for them to comprehend that I have a HUGE struggle with reading, so my output certainly exceeds my input in the writing/reading exchange of communication.  So, Ix, the shamanic jaguar energy, on the polarising and challenging day, being the second day of the Ben/Reed trecena is calling this forth from me today.  It is facilitating some change.

Jaguar can sit in stillness and meditation, alone in nature.  The energy of nature is pure and congruent.  It doesn't lie, manipulate or control.  It's my favourite place to BE.  For me, it's humanity that is the challenge and has been all of my life.  I am human too, so therefore a challenge to myself.

Irlen's syndrome has been labelled and classified but I have a very different take on it.  As someone with a severe case, finding myself constantly having to explain to others why I have such difficulty communicating with the 'writ'ten word, well, it's really challenging to me. 

It means I cannot maintain having friends or connections the way many people do.  It means a lot of confusion because I see and feel the energy that comes with words.  I feel the incongruency that comes only from humans who have been a big part of this living by human will experiment.  I feel it is just about due for completion. Bring it on!!!

I see people chop and change, defend and pretend sometimes.  They may try to restory what was said to suit them and make up for their own insecurities.  I see it all though and just have to sit with things.  I just know what I know and what I see and allow myself and others to grow out of it all as we continue to evolve.  I try to do this with as much love as I can.  It's a real challenge though. It's bloody frustrating, to be honest.

Animals and nature are not addicted, manipulated, controlled or influenced by the written word or unnatural things like radios, televisions, the internet, screen information, etc.  Nature is what it is and it seeks to thrive.  It thrives best in the absence of low frequencies and energy signals that distort and harm.

I see energy.  How do I explain that?  It is like explaining what colour is to someone who is blind or what sound is to someone who is deaf.  The really cool thing about these so called dis-ABILITIES is that other abilities take over and other intelligence kicks in.  Systems seek to balance and harmonise themselves.

For me, it is the most difficult to read the most energetically distorted writing.  I guess I am one of the lucky ones, as lonely and isolated as my world can be, because I get to know truth.  I have been blessed to have a dog in my life and to know her intelligent ways, the simplicity of life, the natural interaction she has with nature.  Our happiest times are out there in it.

I also have got to meet the 'odd' person who lives life from the heart and not the head and is therefore living a life that is far more congruent that most humans do, as I 'see' it.  It's ironic that the 'odd' and 'weird' ones in this world are the ones who live life more from the heart than the head.

Perception is a personal thing.  As a young child, I could see truth in energy.  I think I must have frightened adults around me.  I must have as I was met so often with hostile responses to my innocent remarks and so sternly told over and over again, "No, that is not how it is, it is like this." 

So, it caused me to doubt myself and I spent a lot of my adult life asking others, "Is this how it is?"  I didn't trust my ability to 'see'.  Doubt and uncertainty claimed a large space in my life.  As I healed, I have been clearing these away and starting to 'see' again through the perception that I was given to 'see' with in the first place.

Why is this important to write about now?  Well, so many young children are now being born 'seeing' energy too and being sensitive to frequencies.  These so called reading disabilities are on the increase.  It's a process of evolution.  I 'see' and feel the energy of young children and babies.  So often, they are more evolved and wise than their parents and teachers. 

It is sad to see the doubt and uncertainty crowd in on them as they grow and are affected by ignorant social conditioning that comes out of human will separated from natural lore and divine will.  Humans are incongruent.  So often, their words don't match their deeds. 

Words and deeds - the basis of one of the most harmful man-made tools on earth.  They are the basis of legislation.  The energy or frequencies of legislation are the most highly distorted ones I have 'seen'.  They have captured our planet, captured creation and brought it to destruction.

I'm friggin' happy in some ways to not be able to read such shite and corruption.  It is not a part of nature and it was not a part of any indigenous culture either.  I've been learning Te Reo Māori.  I'm learning it only because the very land I walk and exist upon here now is calling it forth in me and it is part of my returning to natural lore.

It's not calling it forth in written words either. It was never a written language in the first place. It's calling itself forth in energy or frequency.  The energy of it resonates at an incredibly higher frequency than English, Latin or Legalese.  Many people do not real-eyes that Legalese is a language.  It is defined as, "language used by lawyers and in legal documents that is difficult for ordinary people to understand."

Why, because it is manipulative, controlling, destructive and opposed to what is good and natural.  It is the output of human will separated from great spirit, creator, life force, mauri, chi, prana or whatever 'word' best describes it for you.  It's a totally different frequency than anything that seeks to exist without it.  That's for sure.

It's the remnants of the hold of the mind who had to seek to survive in artificial and controlled (governed) worlds.  The challenge is to let the mind go and have the heart lead and this is my challenge just as much as it is anyone else's too.

It is no surprise to me now, that the first words that I heard the land here say to me, were "kanohi ki te kanohi".  This means face to face in Te Reo Māori.  This is a natural way.  This is how we may BE in pure presence with others.  If we take away all these low frequency words of distortion and connected with one another with our hearts, we would be free.

Papatūānuku, my ultimate role model in loving and giving may just come up with something to save herself and those who are more united with her.  She may just do something that would destroy the power of the written word and the illusion that money controls everything.  She may reject the word manipulation and control games completely.

She is a sentient, intelligent, loving and living being and she interacts with other sentient, intelligent, loving and natural beings like the sun, planets and other heavenly bodies.  To save herself and end this human experiment gone mad, maybe she will quake massively or maybe the sun will hurl out a huge mass coronal ejection and stir up all the magnetics to cause the change we need. 

We need change to happen in order to return us to natural lore and get off of all these artificial bandwagons that are paths to destruction.  Polarities are changing.  It's inevitable and an interaction with human consciousness.  We are the change.

Maybe, a masculine heavenly body travelling in haste on a mission will come by super close and pull the last of the false grid matrix away from Papatūānuku's being and allow the newly formed natural crystalline grid of super high frequency to take over. This is potentially a grand returning to nature. 

For those who have the essence of this matching frequency, it's not going to be a problem.  We know our soul goes on and on no matter what happens.  We are not so upset by the mass exodus of souls leaving the planet now.  We know there is a divine purpose in it and can trust that.
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Our frequency will maintain itself as it is and what is of matching frequency will be attracted to us. I saw this in a vision, but them I'm weird like that and I really don't give a rats ass any more as to how others perceive me. 

I am here in service and one with Papatūānuku to the best of my ability.  I don't need or want another human to complete or fulfill in any area of life.  I know I can work on trusting and growing in relating with all my human relations.  I'm working on it.  I am a human being who is evolving just like you are.

The full light of truth will be 'seen' by all in due time.  May whatever it is that needs to happen for the RETURN to natural lore, the freedom of our home planet, Papatūānuku (Pachamama, Earth Mother) happen NOW in the unfoldment of the great divine plan - and it is - LOL!!!