Rāpare, 28 February 2019.  We are trans-form-ing.  We have a human form as a vehicle to co-exist and co-create with the planet of our birthing.  I like to call her Papatūānuku as that is the name given to her by the people of the land here. 

I also like to call her Pachamama as that is the name given that connects more with the ancient origins of my being, from other times, other lives, something that sits within the space of time, no time and all time.  This is based upon the interpretation I have of my perception.

Today is the day of 2 Sun/Ahau in the Aztec Mayan sacred count of time.  It is the second day of the Rainstorm time wave of creation, evolution and this time of ascension.  Ascension to me is simply the rising of frequency that is empowered through humans who have attuned to their mother planet, with her heavenly family.  This attunement transforms and brings new experiences into existence that resonate at a higher frequency.

As we cleanse our belief systems guided by accessing human emotion, physical sensation and by detecting energy blockages and limitations, we rise in frequency with all that is and have the potential to birth our hearts desires into a new and preferable reality.  We will also detect the free flow of energy in motion within ourselves, which is a sign of wholeness or healing.

The sun, a presence of the great 'I AM' is a source of en-LIGHTEN-ment.  The mind (ment) is capable of receiving light which is a form of energy.  As we interact or perceive this light, we interpret it and out of our interpretations, we create.  

With language, we attempt to describe the indescribable.  The risk we take here is that the interpretation gets caught or blocked as it is defined and adopted as systems of belief.  Religions (bindings) and government are formed out of belief systems adopted or enforced that cause stagnation.  Written word spells, i.e., a declaration or a treaty cause stagnation as it is adopted by people, lived and abided by.

In nature however, there are no contracts, declarations, treaties or religions.  It just simply is.  In nature there is a flow and movement of love.  No rituals are required to make the sun rise or the sun to set.  Energy may still be focused through intentions, prayers, songs and chants, but there is no one belief here on how to do it.  It is a natural interaction with nature based upon love, the movement of energy through the heart.

The energy of the Sun, and this is based upon perception and interpretation, is one of pure lit up love.  This love, like the light of the sun illuminates all and everything.  In order to experience the freedom that is now due to evolve through us, the light may also access what was hidden in a void of unconsciousness.  Once we perceive it and interpret it ourselves, we then open to a greater creative ability for the freedom and experiences our hearts desire.

Our hearts desire only what is of love.  The trick is in accessing the true heart energy that makes us human and to call forth creativity that is aligned with the divine will of nature, for this is the way of love.  Love is what keeps us safe, even with the greatest challenges we perceive.  We may perceive this love as God, Jesus, Allah, Shiva etc., but let's not get caught up on the perception and know that it is love that is the force of life and creativity of the highest resonance.

Human cultures have brought story into effect with language, to try to express energy in motion, in ways that may have a tangible platform to live by.  It has the potential to separate and cause division, but this is not the way of the heart.  It is the way of the mind to reason, rationalise and seek to apply logic that separates or contrasts. 

When the will of the mind is done in the absence of heart, the opposing forces may be experienced.  Many of us have learned this by now and can use the gift of opposition to merge all into one in a way that propels forward movement of energy that is relieved of stagnation and limitation.

This is how we may love all and everything, just as the sun shines its light upon all.  When we love, no matter what our belief system is, we embrace life, overcome massive obstacles and become powerful co-creators where the ecstasy of freedom is empowered to be.  People who have had near death experiences have found freedom from belief when temporarily separated from their human form. 

I know from interacting with those in spirit, that they are freed of their personalities and are able to pass wise guidance on in their absence of belief.  It's dynamic and energetic and appropriate in the moment, but not necessarily forever. Many souls are working with us at this time of ascension.  We all have a purpose here.

Many of us have been severely challenged in life and some of us are here to tell the story, because we loved enough to not be defeated by the challenges.  The story will be perceived and interpreted and we will create out of it. 

May love and pure light flow through our stories, our inner-standings, our perceptions and realities to heal all now.  May we find peace and tolerance towards our human tribes as we dismantle what has bound us and ascend ourselves into the new realities that are one with the desires of our hearts and that is love - and so it is.

I am attaching this youtube movie today.  It gives great 'exposure' on the dualistic nature of the systems that have controlled us.  It is a testimony of a woman with a strong faith, whose love kept her safe and alive against great odds.  She discovered huge agendas run at a human level. 

I know there is immense truth in this, because I have some experiences to match and have encountered a lot of similar information in my quest for how humanity finds true freedom.  We may all infuse this darkness with love to release the holds of slavery and to launch ourselves as one into freedom in unity - beyond belief.

Rāapa, 27 Huitanguru 2019.  Detoxification time is supported by the energy of this new Rainstorm/Cauac time wave (trecena) of 13 days.  Having just travelled through the Cimi/Death trecena, we will have learnt more about the art of surrender which may help us to stay centred as storms trans-form, cleanse and wash away toxins.

Be open to the excitement that Rainstorm can bring when we are ready.  It may just bring us some of the blessings that are based upon our desire for the freedom of ecstasy.  It may be chaotic and we may need to find our centre.  Trust in the storm to cleanse and clear.  Work with it's detoxifying effects to rewire your neural circuitry to birth your dreams.

In the centre of the storm we may keep the desires of our hearts alive.  As they align with the divine will of creation, energy is catalysed within to bring them into form.  This is the trans-form-ation power of the cleansing rains, the blessings of the rainstorm.  Keep your focus on your freedom and allow your heart to feel the desires that are there.

I've grappled with the desires of my heart, only to discover that they are completely healthy after all.  When the desire is towards health and experiencing aspects of life in more loving, joyful and free ways, we may attract energy to birth it. 

If the desires are clouded with toxic thought, then this may shape our reality as well and the experience may be tough to handle.  It will show us that healing is needed though.  Allow the desires of your heart to come forth, free of doubt or guilt or any other emotional blockage (toxicity).

Rainstorm energy can feel emotional.  Mastering how to be an observer of life and how to not react may give the energetic charge needed for transformation.  Feeling and sensing is a wonderful human gift.  It is through this, that we experience energy in motion.  Energy is dynamic.  Life is dynamic, always in a state of change with the potential to birth matching experiences.

May the blessings of the rainstorm clear away the residue that covers the freedom of ecstasy that is possible to be experienced.  May we become clearer and healthier as we allow the storms of change to do their work.  May we birth ourselves into freedom and the desires of our hearts - and so it is.


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Rātu, 26 Huitanguru 2019.  We have now had 13 days to work on ourselves by putting to death old patterns, programs and ways that no longer serve us.  Most of these will have been of the mind.  The return to our hearts counters the hefty weight that our minds may have delved into.

The art of surrender is empowered as we trust that there is a divine plan that is ultimately working for our highest good.  The heart is where peace of mind originates from.  Let's make it a better habit to return to the heart, draw upon the peace that is the oneness with the creator there and reflect it out into our co-creation of a more loving, caring, sharing and supportive reality.

Naturally, as frequency rises through the heart of our planet, Papatūānuku, we may attune with her.  It may have felt like a rough ride over the past days as our hearts were being called upon to assist our minds.  As we attune and upgrade to rising frequencies, we will be faced with what may appear as challenges to pass through. 

Once passed through, we may experience the relief and perhaps the joy that may be felt as we adjust.  Feeling joy, laughing and experiencing peace are sure signs that we are living from our hearts and have broken through our personal illusions and limitations.

Today is 13 Knife/Obsidian/Etznab in the Aztec Mayan sacred count.  It concludes the time wave of Death/Cimi.  Here we have had the potential to cut away illusions discovered within ourselves, or outside of ourselves.  Everything is reflecting our reality back to us and projecting it out from us.

We may take response ability and work on ourselves. We are the only ones that we can change, so our energy is best spent here, rather than fruitlessly trying to change or control another.  As we discover our patterns and work on them, we increase our ability to love.  We are all working on this return to our hearts.  The more whole and complete we are, the less likely we are to project our rough edges on to another.

Sometimes it is the kindest thing we can do for ourselves, for others and all of creation, to sit reflectively and make the inner changes so our projections are clear and pure.  Sometimes it is also a good idea to reach out and seek support from others in gentle and humble ways, or to give it.  It is a human hearts desire to give and receive love in purity and safety.

Once we have identified obstacles to our growth, they may then be cut away cleanly to allow our new growth to come forth and express itself.  It takes the courage of our hearts to be so honest, so transparent and dedicated to being change that blesses all of creation.

This is the energy that ascends up to new heights of frequency and to experience the new opportunities we have made space for in our lives, as we continue to learn and grow.  It is a refinement that we are always empowered to access, because we have ourselves.  There is always hope for positive change.  By being absolutely honest with ourselves, reflecting upon what we we see in both our inner and outer worlds, we access keys to healing change. 

​Our aloneness times come with this potential.  We are now set up for the next 13 days of rapid transformation as we enter the Rainstorm/Cauac time wave.  The centering in attuning with our hearts and the heart of our planet, Papatūānuku, has prepared us to find peace and calm in upcoming storms of change.  It means that we may birth our being with greater ecstasy of freedom from joyful and grateful hearts - and so it is

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Rāhoroi, 23 Huitanguru 2019.  As someone who tunes into Papatūānuku (Pachamama, Earth Mother), I 'see' through her grand perspective, a global perspective, the perspective that matches her being.  I 'see' health and wellbeing through her, for her, with her and do my best to deliver her messages for her wellbeing and health. 

We cannot separate her wellbeing from our own as she is the foundation of our being.  So much death, grief and loss is associated with disconnection from her.  Her indigenous tribes have felt their BElonging with her. 

The global colonisation agenda kept in place through governments and legislation has purposefully attacked indigenous cultures to separate them from their places of belonging, to oppress, to devalue, to control, to feed upon and there is a heavy weight of genocide.  The Spanish inquisition is an example. 

Papatūānuku has experienced this disconnection with us, her beloved children, through the legislative spells that have harnessed her energy and placed artificial grids around her being.  The minds of the people have been controlled to hold in place trauma, pain, fear, suffering, isolation and disconnection from life force.

Today is the day of 10 Eagle/Men in the Aztec Mayan sacred count of time.  It's a sign that is related to prosperity and the attainment of it.  True prosperity in found in equality, the distribution of equal opportunity for all beings.  The distribution of equal opportunity for all eliminates crime and competition.

This is the tenth day of the Cimi/Death wave of time where the cycles of death and birth may be worked with, especially through the unseen worlds.  These unseen worlds are also where the controllers operate from.  Death to control is our answer, both by releasing being controlled and ceasing to control ourselves and others.

It is a deep surrender into divine will.  Divine will is a reconnection with Source and living it is to be dedicated to our planet, to nature, to equality and freeing ourselves with healing in our wings.  We may soar above it all and 'see' the way to heal the destruction that we and Papatūānuku are recovering from.

Attuning with Papatūānuku and divine will shows us the action to take to break the cycles of greed that are currently being released.  She will guide us into our creativity in ways that do no harm to ourselves, others and herself.  

Through our human consciousness, we have a creative ability to restore vitality, good health and full prosperity to the planet by being the change that throws the last of these artificial grids from our planet.  They are dismantling.  I can 'see' it.  

​We are advancing together as we allow the old abusive cycles to die their due death and we open to the new cycles that are the return to nature, the return to our divine connection with our mother Earth and with Father Sky where eagle soars as an intermediary between both.  Here eagle is able to obtain the big perspective and call the new forth with mana (power and authority).

Some people struggle with my world view (my Eagle perspective) and the mental health 'services' may be quick to label it as 'delusions of grandeur', so fearful are they!  Thinking small is only for the self-serving who feather their own nests.  They do it to their detriment. 

Our planet, her family of heavenly bodies, the solar system and beyond is grand and it WILL bring itself back into balance and harmony and IT IS.  What is not in keeping of this may not be allowed to stay?  Will we pass the test?  Have we had the courage and strength of heart to serve creation well?  Do we love or are we greedy?

May we open to the opportunity birthed within ourselves for true prosperity, in equality and service to all of creation.  May we throw off the last of the control grids and enter our freedom, express our creativity as guided by divine will.  Go forth and prosper - and so it is!!!

This inspiring and visionary youtube is from a much loved soul of Aotearoa (commonly known as New Zealand), my homeland.  Tama Iti is a leader in the  shaking of the systems that have sought to control humanity.  He speaks directly to my heart as he speaks from his heart, straight to the heart of Papatūānuku and creation and he does it with joy and light heartedness.  

Te Reo Māori, like the language of the birds. Can we make the birds stop singing? Testing your mana (power and authority).  We are all 100% valuable - truly equal. Kanohi ki te kanohi - the first words I heard the land speak to me - face to face. E noho ana au ki, Te Hokianga-nui-a-Kupe.  This is where I belong, where I wish to bless others with my gifts.

Intuitive health coach who will once again facilitate retreats as equality is restored.

Rāmere, 22 Huitanguru 2019.  Papatūānuku (Pachamama, Earth Mother) is a wounded healer.  She's been enslaved, her energy harnessed, her body violated and raped, her natural sources tapped, destroyed, taken and yet she is the ultimate source of our life and our healing.

Many of us actively share her consciousness in our every day lives.  Many of us feel what she feels and feel compelled to do all that we can to join in her healing.  It's our healing too.  Today is the day of 9 Ix/Jaguar in the ancient Aztec Mayan count of time.  This day falls on the ninth day of the time wave of Cimi/Death.

The energy of the ninth day is related to cycles such as the length of a pregnancy being nine months.  Death comes with birth and birth comes with death.  Opportunity comes with challenge and challenge comes with opportunity.

Old cycles complete and new ones begin.  We as human BEings are instrumental in this sacred task.  To completely heal the huge cycle of the devastation, rape, violence, predation of our planet, we must complete it within ourselves.  You'll seek to run, to avoid and perhaps to numb, but this will only prolong the experience that is surfacing to be healed now.

I am one with Papatūānuku and I am aware I came here in devotion to her evolution and to mine.  This morning I awoke feeling very depressed.  I feel the grief of my past too, and there was sexual abuse, violence, captivity, etc.  This caused a fragmentation within myself, many years of deep healing, and a feeling of separation from Source with each dip into the density of the experience.

I am not a victim here.  I face it with courage.  Sympathy, judgement and identification from others usually adds to the pain.  What is needed here and for so many people, is human presence, allowing, safe arms sometimes.  Arms that desire nothing from the other, just temporary holding that may allow tears of grief to flow, and the passing through of pain.

There is grief.  The grief of feeling like those loving arms are only there for those who have experienced only health in relating and have established the ability to trust others human beings.  Wounded healers are able to access such sore points in our planet, in our bodies and in our being.

This is actually what makes us be able to go to the deeper levels of reality with others, not to fob it off or shift the perspective away from what needs to be accessed, allowed and interacted with for healing.  As someone who facilitates healing for others, I feel it.  I choose to be honest.  I personally do not trust people who set themselves up as healers and portray to the world that they have their shit together 24/7.

Does Papatūānuku have her shit together?  Well, she is doing her best under the bombardment she still takes from the ignorance of humanity who avoid her, turn their backs on her and continue to still rape and pillage her.

She's doing her best to connect with our consciousness so that she will not be subjected to 5G and further frequency attacks because humanity will not wake up, face what needs to be healed within their psyche's and let cycles of death and birth clear away the pain and suffering that is still there. 

The awakening is in our response ability to heal, not to rant and rave at how bad things are while doing nothing about it.  It's not in expecting an outer saviour to come and make everything all right.  It's with us and only with us and until we do the work, we will  not experience the freedom that is possible.

Papatūānuku is asking you not to distract yourself, not to numb yourself and not to doubt your co-creative abilities.  She's asking us to join together in unity, to be real, honest, open and supportive of one another.  I feel largely unsupported although I support others, just as Papatūānuku does.

We have a huge gap within our communities because there are so few who go to the depths of the shaman, the jaguar energy that sits alone in nature, connecting with nature, breathing birth and death through our hearts to assist Papatūānuku.  There are just not many who are prepared to feel the wound so profoundly and be with it until it is passed through.

I'm very tired of being like the shaman. I'm tired of this aloneness, although I also acknowledge the huge growth that is found in it. I'd like more caring humans around me that I can deeply trust.  I feel I could heal more when it is safe to cry in the presence of others, without judgement, without sympathy, without attempting to distract myself from the sacred task of healing, as one with Papatūānuku.

Only this way, will we see the true release of the enslavement of her being and ours.  Only when we love one another enough will we know the meaning of being one with all that is.  It needs to be a practical and tangible experience for it to fill our cells with the knowledge of loving, being loved and valued.

In truth we are all 100% valuable, but we don't treat each other that way.  It's still not safe to be hugged by others unless we know that nothing is expected or desired of us.  To be honoured in our place of our healing journey would bring healing. 

So, let's make the most of the aloneness journey of the shaman and allow the old cycles to end, while it may be necessary to delve into the pain of loss, rejection, abandonment, abuse, violence, being taken from.  Although we may feel alone in this, we are healing it together, as one with one another and as one with Papatūānuku.

I dare you not to distract yourself, not to avoid what is there to be healed and not to numb or direct your attention outside of yourself.  This is courage, strength and wisdom that flows through our hearts with the capacity to heal it all.  Let's be courageous, be strong and be wise and release the abusive cycles on behalf of everyone and everything - and so it is

Kia kaha!!! (Be strong, get stuck in, keep going!!!)

I encourage the viewing of this youtube video.  These problems are real and a lot of this has been a part of my life.  Because being targeted by your government is dramatic, people have trouble believing the truth of a person's story which causes greater isolation.  Judgement is still very prevalent but no one should suffer, especially children.  We need to heal for them and stop the cycles of abuse.  Let's do it - and so it is.

Rāhina, 18 Huitanguru 2019 - I have been meditating on what cosmic justice is.  A day keeper of the Aztec Mayan sacred count sparked my curiosity when I read his interpretation of the energies of this day, 5 Oc/Dog (also known as Tz'i to the K'iche Maya.

Now this is a health blog and to me cosmic justice has everything to do with health, all the way through the cosmos.  Our every word, action and deed affects the cosmos as human co-creators of a reality that we share.

We are here to learn and grow and as we do, we naturally teach and share.  To share like dog tribes do, is to share in loving, relating, protecting, being loyal to our friends, family and communities and to care for one another.  As we do, this extends to the entire cosmos.  I get the sense of it reverberating through time and space, creating health and wellbeing from it's foundation.

Dog's are one with nature.  They express themselves freely, unafraid to bark at anything that may impinge on their territory or those they love and protect.  They will wag their tails in delight, run and play and give affection as they appreciate being loved themselves.

Just like dogs it's not very hard to reverberate love and the power of our hearts into the cosmos.  All we need to do is live, love and laugh.  We can care for one another, just be and as we interact, we can smile and help each other out.  It doesn't have to be big or grand to infectiously spread love and joy.  

I know it's possible even from a hospital bed, from a homeless state and from challenging environments.  I've met someone who was a mercenary in the Congo and I could see from the way he told his story, it was love that kept him alive and it was love that attracted the miracles and angels to save people and himself in his work.

It's a humble state of being.  It is a radical contrast from being around people who bear grudges, cast frosty glances when their nose isn't so high in the air, protecting their last ounce of pride - poor buggers.  I'd love to see them melt, laugh at themselves and just connect with that beautiful heart energy we may all access and enjoy as a human tribe.

I'm growing in trust myself and seeking to put all my relating in integrity.  I've examined myself lots lately in meditation to see my patterns, where trusting is absent and where I have withdrawn my heart.  It's humbling and I highly recommend it, because the love that is reconnected with, will reverberate through all time and space and cosmic justice will be done.

On the fifth day of the Cimi/Death trecena, we are empowered to live from our hearts and this may come with the awareness of how it does travel through time and space affecting the cosmos through layers, veils, dimensions of space and time, however you perceive it to be.  Some of us can see here.

As I look into the spaces where the controllers operate from, I see your heart energy dissipating all misused power.  I see the control systems collapsing into the fictitious rubble that it originated from and being cleared away.  It is the power of heart that vibrates super quickly and is causing what is unlike love to reconfigure into something that is bringing us greater harmony and balance.

Harmony and balance is the desire of our mother planet, Papatūānuku or Pachamama.  She in her unconditionally loving presence is one with us.  She desires us to return to her, to love, truth and simplicity.  Our intellect as humans has been misused and caused a massive and dangerous imbalance to life. 

Now let's be empowered in doing our bit, each one of us, by being the love that we are, leading life from the wisdom and power of our hearts for cosmic justice.  Let's tweak our lives to be in alignment with Papatūānuku and the nature she so generously gives to bless us all. 

Let's reverberate love in all it's wisdom, power and strength through the cosmos and enjoy the fruits of the justice, balance and harmony it will bring - and so it is

Dog's LOVE and KNOW what matters and intelligent human BEings do too.  True intelligence originates from the heart. I enCOURAGE the enJOYment of this short video by Jane Goodall to reflect on how we may each contribute to being emPOWERers of cosmic justice.​

Rāmere, 15 Huitanguru 2019.  Introspection has its place.  Sometimes we don't always like what we see in ourselves.  Remember then, to be for giving towards yourself and have compassion and self-love, as it is the only way to come to acceptance and move through what ever has caused us to perhaps have rough edges.

I am seeing mine.  I could go into regret, beat myself up, but what good would it do?  Life gives us challenges.  Every challenge is an opportunity to grow and learn.  We all have areas of our lives that we may feel inexperienced in.  There can be fear of messing up.  That fear may even cause one to mess up, so one can make up and move ahead, when there is an environment of love and acceptance.

Surrendering is the opposite of controlling.  Control can happen in many ways.  It can be like an addiction and it can also be like an aversion.  I seem quite prone to the aversion side of things.  I'd like to avoid what I sense may be dramatic or unsettling.  However, there are times when acceptance of our challenges is necessary.

I withdraw from people and events and this is a form of self control.  It's not really all that trusting.  I could be a hermit and just enjoy the sanctity of my own space and I do often.  I then find it lacks balance of meaningful interaction with other people. I feel life is challenging me to soften here and allow.  There is fear there.  I am trying to be courageous and release that fear.

I don't want to hurt others and I don't want to hurt myself, but aversion, just like addiction can do that.  It's a more socially acceptable form of copping out really, but to what end?  There is less stress when there is total acceptance and trust in the divine plan.  I can feel my resistance, and it is telling me, forgive yourself, love yourself, be yourself and release yourself from trying to protect yourself and isolate yourself further.

In the past, because of my unique set of life events, I have dealt with most of them on my own.  Sometimes we need a little help from good friends.  It can feel tricky, because the hurts of the past can make us prickly.  I find myself kicking up and resolutely deciding I will sort myself out on my own, so I isolate myself and then get frustrated because I have pushed away people who probably do care.  I still don't trust yet, that people do care.

Things still come up for healing and when they do they do.  It's time then to allow it all and surrender into the process.  Only then may we move into greater health and freedom.  Today is 2 Manik/Deer in the Aztec Mayan sacred count of time.  Deer is the humble, graceful and allowing healing energy.  It doesn't kick up against itself. It just moves with nature, observes and allows what is to be.  It's stable and grounded, but not stubborn like I can be.

We all have our areas of healing to attend to.  It needn't be controlled.  Healing will come up when it is safe to.  Within ourselves, we have an ability to not access anything more than we are ready to heal.  This is why memories are suppressed until it is safe enough to access them, process them and heal them.

Nature is always at the ready to assist our healing. Sometimes people are there to assist and people with healing gifts also can benefit in their own healing from the help of others with their healing gifts.

The more we are able to trust and surrender into life, the easier healing will be.  It takes an attitude of humility and a willingness to see ourselves.  It's not as easy to see where aversion fits in, as it is to see where addiction fits in.  We all have our blind spots.  Sometimes others help us to see them and heal them.

So as always, be kind.  Be gentle and self accepting.  Accept others with love so they may also have that environment of love and acceptance to heal when they choose to.  May we grow environments of love and acceptance where all beings are free to be all that they can be - and so it is

Rāpare, 14 Huitanguru 2019.  Death, loss and grief affect human health significantly.  It is not so much the death or the loss that affect us.  It is how we perceive it and what we believe about it that causes us stress.

When we lose a loved one, naturally there will be a void as our way of relating to their human physical form is gone.  But life goes on as I see it.  I've always been able to see energy and so there has always been an awareness that a lot goes on in the normally unseen realms.

It is the beginning of a new trecena (13 day time wave) in the Aztec Mayan sacred count of time.  It is the cycle of Cimi, more commonly known in the west as Death.  It's a sacred and precious time where we may open to greater perception of a greater perspective of what life, death and rebirth is really about.  Perhaps we will find the beauty that is there.

We cannot control death or when another soul leaves or arrives in human form, although it seems that many human beings would like to.  As part of the human will, many humans decided to deny divine will and seek to become like demi-God's to control life and death itself.

However, nature in all it's innate intelligence is prevailing.  The harm done by the controllers will be, and is being cleansed from our great planet as she comes more and more into her power and presence.  She has unconditionally given to all who have lived with her, but like any life form, balance and harmony is always correcting itself to return to health and wellbeing.

To be able to see beyond the so called 'here and now' has been a gift to me.  I've had to face my own dances with death.  I chose to live because I am aware of my purpose and the love that I have with another who shares that purpose with me, who was born to me, to show me the presence of love and purity with her being. 

It is a purpose based upon love and purity and assisting people to come back to their hearts, to know who they are, why they are here and how they choose to live it.  It is living love, remembering how to and applying it, while being honest and courageous to go through all emotion and life events with trust.

Lately I've seen how many of the pure hearted souls here have been immensely challenged.  These are people who have chosen to live the path of love and to avoid the path of greed.  It still seems rare in this world to find people who have maintained their love and purity and broken through the illusions that the mind control (government) systems have attempted to dictate.

Women may have the advantage here as generally they are socially conditioned to give without expectation of gain.  They naturally are drawn to loving and nurturing other human beings without expecting payment.  They will naturally look after their young, clean and give without a thought for recognition or monetary gain.

Seeing beyond the veil, into the realms of spirit where energy is visible, audible and palpable can be a blessing.  Here we know that surrender is sweet and control is counter-productive.  Here we find acceptance in what is.  We find freedom in letting go of what is not meant to be controlled.  Here we find sweetness in trusting divine will and the intelligence that is in nature.

This intelligence is held in every little quantum particle.  It's love.  It's purposeful.  It's with us at all times, so why should we ever fear for life, for possessions, for connections, for anything.  When we can rest into surrender, we allow the miracles of life to arrive.  Life is always born out of death and everything is temporary and has it's time.  We can live more easily in limitation, knowing that the limitations are temporary and challenges will pass.

Acceptance is sweet and peaceful.  Each now moment is infused with love and intelligence in a natural world.  The clanging and banging around of the control systems is just like a veneer over the top of what is real and it's time for it to die. I have been tuning into Papatūānuku (Earth Mother) and she's had to go into a bit of a contraction before her next round of expansion where there may be a lot of death of the old.  

In times of great change, there can be great death, of old ways but also many souls letting go.  Knowing that there is a divine plan and that those humans who are leaving their form continue on.  This reduces stress.  I am aware of spirit and those who have passed on.  They are mostly very joyful and enjoying their freedom where they are.

Their personality has been dropped and they see things as they really are, free of the veneers of illusion.  They are free of the captivity of the money system.  They are free of  rulers who control how our lives are lived.  Many are here for us, to help us.  Some are super keen to connect with us to help.

I have seen Māori warriors guarding children's playgrounds.  I'm aware of elementals in the most natural places, like the forests, waterfalls, lakes, rivers and oceans.  Our human condition has caused us to deny these loving beings, yet they have much to give and they do, for the good of creation only.

When we find peace with loved ones who have left their form, then we are able to attune to their frequency by raising our own.  It's found in the frequency of heart connection.  Any energy that is of low frequency may be cleared away with the high vibration of love we have. 

Thought forms of the mind can create things of low frequency.  Our mind is here to serve our heart ideally.  As we undo our trauma through the heart, we may give more form to what is of love. This is why living by the heart is most helpful for everyone and everything. There is really nothing to fear when we know how to clear.  Only love will do the job well.

The next thirteen days allow us to flow more in the sweetness of surrender and acceptance.  We may become more acquainted with what is real and natural.  It is a time for some aloneness and reflection.  This is a great investment into our health and wellbeing when we take this opportunity.  

May we grow together in unity as we allow love and in-sight to interact with the great cycles of death and birth, of release and opportunity.  May we live in harmony and trust, as one, surrendered to the divine will of the creator that we are one with, in ease - and so it is

Poppy Joy - intuitive health coach (click here for more information)

Rāhina, 11 Huitanguru 2019.  Accessing what is suppressed so it may be released brings health.  When we have the heart and courage to explore the void of consciousness, we are empowered to access blockages and obstacles to our wellbeing.

It is the day of 11 Akbal/Night in the ancient Aztec Mayan count of time.  We have the energy here today to explore the void.  It is like a vision quest if you are visionary kind of being like me.  Many of us are.  As we purify and refine ourselves, we more clearly see, hear and feel beyond the five human senses.

When I go into my deep meditation, I am aware of connecting with my heart through the breath and feeling into my body.  The mind lets go and what is true percolates up to the surface based upon the intention that I brought into my meditation.

For this, it is necessary to go into pure observation mode and be free of emotions or energetic attachments.  Our body wisdom is one with the body wisdom of our planet, Papatūānuku.  There are times when she withdraws into herself too, to just be and nurture her dream to birth as consciousness clears.

As we remove the obstacles within our consciousness, we are doing this alongside Papatūānuku.  She desires that we merge as one into her unconditionally loving ways.  She loves us so much, she will kick ass sometimes to bring her beloved children back to her.  I know this has been true for me. 

She always showed me the greater picture though which enabled me to stay with her as she navigated the new territory of being.  She is rising in frequency and the one verse (universe) is singing it's new tones to help her bring her dream into form. There is no separation.  It's her freedom which is our freedom. We birth it together as one.

When we resist this process and hold on to the density of the past, we will experience the signs of resistance.  That will show itself up in physical pain, anxiety, depression, anger and other ways that are unlike the fullness of love.  None of these experiences are wasted however, as they have the potential to return us to love.  This is the great return.  It is the end of the illusion of separation.

We are one.  It is love that births freedom.   It is love that frees our planet.  Love is beyond the greed of systems of control.  They are being severely challenged right now and it needs to happen.  For all those who have decided that money comes before love and are living it, it will take another big round of duality and that walk along the path of destruction that the Hopi prophesied to learn the lesson.

For those who have stayed true to the path of love, who real eyes that true value comes with our heart based action to love and protect Papatūānuku (our planet), to respect the life force in all things and to soften into loving surrender and release, we will be with our planet as she comes through into her own presence in freedom.

The plant, mineral and animal kingdoms are aware of this.  It's just humanity that is having trouble choosing which way they WILL go.  So hold the vision, dream Papatūānuku's dream with her.  Every one of us contributes to the release of the old holds and the dawning of the new heart led ways of BEing - and so it is

Rātapu, 10 Huitanguru, 2019.  It's more than air we are breathing.  We may be conscious of this and aware of this basic and free answer to health and wellbeing.  Make a practice of it.  Breathe life force.  It is spirit that is being breathed, spirit coming into where we focus our awareness inside our body, to purity, integrate, cleanse and guide us.

As we release the stale air of old stories, what no longer serves us, we open to the sweetness of spirit to restore us.  The breath is reliable as it is processed through our heart centres and as we may go deeper with the breath, the mind lets go.  We may enter into peace and stillness.  

We BE-COME more of ourselves.  Our communication comes more from the heart.  We find peace in what challenges us and we connect with spirit.  Breath is spirit.  That is why when we are most inspired, our breath flows most freely.  

When we are anxious, fearful, depressed and angry, our breath is short, shallow and minimal.  Herein is the challenge.  It is to draw the breath into the emotions experienced and open up to spirit to integrate them and bring forward loving solutions, rather than reacting and keeping the existing oppression, suppression, depression, impression pressing in.

Breathwork has been a daily practice for me for about fourteen years now. It helped bring me into my body and being. It is a natural part of my meditation.  If my breath is not free flowing and full, then I know it's best to go and sort myself out before I mix and mingle too much with others.

Observing the breath and being observant of our lives with the breath is a healthy but very much overlooked ability.  It doesn't cost anything to breathe.  The only obstacle is when one lives in a very polluted area.  We may need to return to nature, be close to the ocean, by a forest to make the most of breathing good quality air.

Today is 10 Iq/Wind in the ancient Mayan sacred count.  It's a day to return to the breath, to speak from the inspiration that comes from moving spirit through our being, integrating our emotions and experiences and transforming them into what comes from the heart and that is love, joy, peace, happiness and freedom.  May it be so!