We organise in order to reflect, balancing order and sealing the matrix of endlessness with the rhythmic tone of equality as we are guided by Mirror’s own power doubled – on a galactic activation portal day to enter in as we choose.
Well, here we all are emerging and crossing in the White Northern time castle of crossing where we access our authentic spirituality - in our emergency.
Yesterday, for me, I felt as if in a blissy 5D world in nature interacting with the keruru and tui (native NZ birds) and then descending and hurled down to 3D stuff of having to deal with the welfare system here (WINZ) – so there was joy and there were tears, grief, frustration and letting go and then coming back into the present moment and feeling my love and joy again. We are crossing! Both of these experiences are just as vital and valid as each other. When we look in a mirror and reflect, let’s look at the authentic reflection to balance order and seal the process of endlessness.
Letting go in this spectral Blue Storm energy – I miss the hugs that I had with my partner of 13 plus years who I left back in April as our paths were no longer complimentary to one another. When he hugged me, it was with the greatest warmth. I grieve that feeling of just hugging, holding and breathing together. This was the part in the connection that we had where we desired the best for one another. We just could no longer live that reality as our paths diverged and we each had to go through our own transformation in our different ways. When he held me, it felt like I was so safe and secure in this world, but I also felt like a little girl who needed to be loved and held by a father. That kept me in the holding pattern for longer than was good for both of us really. We have loved each other in letting go and living our lives authentically. It hurts and it was familiar but it was my old paradigm and I learn to let go and let nature be my embrace, my holding. To melt into another human is beautiful and it feels shaky and uncertain as I live my solar mastery as the whole and complete woman that I am. I am committed to the path I have chosen and I will take each wonky step into the new, trusting in this divine path and this divine plan in my service to Pachamama and her living beings. It is uncertain, unsure and I know from the core of my being that is birthing the love, peace, joy, freedom of the Gaia galactic dream. Loving is letting go and never holding. To allow everyone to be all of who they are brings balance, harmony and equality. We are learning as we go. Be kind, patient and gentle with yourself and know that these more dense experiences are part of the spectral cleanse of the old paradigm, within and without, endlessly, everywhere. It is ok to live passionately, to explore space, especially in these Red Skywalker energies available to us right now. It is ok to feel out of sync, edgy, and emotional, out of control. Let’s go with it and be authentic as we see the reflection of ourselves in our mirrors. It takes an honest look.
The old paradigm has been breaking down well in the last few days of the spectral storm year of chaos, transformation and release. I see us each having our struggles and these struggles are valuable. We may work with our honest authentic mirror images today and I would en-COURAGE us all to use the opportunity of this dimensional doorway, this galactic activation portal to do just that. So there is letting go of the old, the familiar and perhaps comfortable. There will be sadness, grief, feelings of loss and being out of control. GREAT!!! That is what we need right now. Let’s trust it. Surrender into it. Release, cry, cleanse. All is well. There is a divine plan and this is part of it.
So we find ourselves in and out of sync. My cooking was really bad last night, always a sign for me that I am out of sync because I am actually a good cook and can make a nice meal to enjoy but I hit it too hard with the tamari – ate it anyway – it still had nutrition. I also cannot read. I do have a reading disability but it’s a massive challenge right now and having gone back into the system they keep sending me letters and emails and trying to get me on their website and I feel like I cannot comprehend a bloody thing and I am relying on the crumbs of my estate to survive. It’s a challenge that could leave me feeling inadequate, not good enough and unconfident if I didn’t know better. My clumsiness is in my face too as I feel so out of sync and cannot perceive depth and in catch 22 situations – in and out of experiences, time, endlessly everything. I am all for the break down of word spells as we enter a new paradigm where words will not be used to harm and hurt others. My reading disability is actually an ability to see energy. It's just that I see it at the same time. When I am in nature, I see clearly without interference. The energy is in harmony. Reading documents and legal terminology is pretty near impossible for me. I am harmonising less and less with the old man-made constructs - frustrating, out of control, needing assistance please. And so it is until it’s not. It’s all part of the divine plan, so say my higher selves waking me early in the morning with this knowledge.
So we have been rattled, rocked and rolled lately. Who do we trust? How do we live? Where do we live? What do we do? At my lowest I feel like it would be ok to go rot in a forest somewhere as I am learning to trust again. Humans are the hardest to trust but there are some really beautiful and aligned ones that I am discovering. We will soon enter the new year of cooperation and common unity, growing together as humans to our highest potential. That is going to be quite some journey. It takes courage. So many questions to leave in peace today as we take the opportunity to simply reflect in our own mirrors with authenticity. Life is constantly showing a reflection of what is and we may look at it or we may run from it. If we run from it, it will present itself again soon, so we might as well be of good courage, purely honest and take a look today – on this galactic activation portal day.
As we cross over into higher dimensional experiencing, we may feel that we hit some density – GREAT. That experience is needed right now. Trust it. Surrender to it and it will be transformed in divine timing – endlessly, everywhere. We cannot possibly ascend in frequency if we ignore the density and try to escape it. It will only come back in greater intensity with each avoidance of it.
The movement is rhythmic, like the peaks and ebbs of waves. We need both to experience the fullness of the ocean. Yes, we can ride the top of the wave and ride with that wave with the greatest of ease, but we also experience the end of the wave or we may even get tossed around in it as we get out there in life and live it. Let’s trust and embrace this process of change.
May we emerge through our emergencies with courage and authenticity as we honestly reflect in this rhythmic tone of equality, equalising our worlds – trusting in the divine plan – and so it is.
Reflect Order Endlessness
Organise Balance Equality
In lak’ech ala kin
Thank you for giving what you can so I may continue to write for free for Pachamama. In lak'ech.