Deep reflective waters of sensitivity initiate us more into the gifts of telepathy and the mysterious ways of being we are remembering. Our emotions guide us to live the dream of abundance of Pachamama that we hold in the sacred space of our consciousness.
Tone 7 is a reflective and mystical tone. It is the centre point of the trecena. Akbal/Night is a deep, dreamy and meditative trecena. Muluc/Water is a highly sensitive energy that we may access today to delve deeply into what consciousness is wishing to express to us, so we may purify and offer our gifts to Earth, to love her and stabilise her through transition.
The greatest love of my life, my youngest daughter has this sign. My daughter has given me the greatest gifts that I value in my life. I’ve been reflecting deeply in meditation and changed the whole course of my report due to that.
Because of my daughter’s incredible capacity for purity and love, she reminded me of truth and connected me to the ways of love from the beginning of her life. Her name means ‘pure’. I could not hide my emotions from her. When she was about 10, she would observe me and ask me what I was worried about as she observed my aura (energy field) morph and change.
She had a very challenging time as a child, going through a horrid marriage breakup where one of us was polarised towards money and the other was polarised towards love. In my 30’s I went through a major life crisis as memories of sexual abuse overwhelmed me and left me reeling and unable to function very well.
I was on anti-depressants, sleeping pills and a whole bunch of other toxic pharmaceuticals. I was in a downward spiral of hopelessness that started to turn into climbing my way out of my situation in connection with my breath and a growth in conscious connection with the elements, such as fire, water, earth and air.
This daughter had to go through it with me and she was just a girl, but holding an incredible space of love and loyalty to me and I felt like a failure when I was unable at times to give the same to her. Her sensitivity has made her strong and she has made choices to experience life events that make her strong and courageous.
I am so proud of her. As 7 Muluc/Water she also has a tendency to explore consciousness. She helped me connect to it too. So, it is my daughter who has stood with me and encouraged me to come into my authenticity by her actions and her great love for me. This is huge love.
I had become far from the mother I had intended to be, lost in a world of grief, rage, overwhelm, despair and a strong desire to end my life too often. I hung on for my daughters and promised I would never leave the planet that way. A good friend did and I honour him for his choice and journey now that I can see the bigger picture and that he was absolutely doing the best he could at the time.
My daughter has since almost lost me to other things when I went through my times of coming close to leaving this body through disease and targeting. Each time I had to reaffirm my life urge. I held on for her. She was the one I wanted to live for and I have yet to experience more fun and play with her. Here come the tears, the blessed relief of a love so intense and pure. I have such strong gratitude for her.
My daughter always had a strong sense of truth. Social studies and science teachers were challenged by her when she would not believe what she was being taught. This is the nature of Water. It travels the courses of earth, receives the mystical knowledge that gives life and offers its gift of purity wherever it travels.
When the shit really hit the fan for me in 2009/10 and homelessness resulted. One daughter cut me off as my money supply towards her ended and one daughter stuck with me. Love and an ability to access true remembrance was the foundation to this I believe. This is my perception that speaks to me.
I haven’t seen my eldest daughter since 2008 and she does not want to have anything to do with me. Before anyone judges that, just remember you have not lived my life. I am sharing this to highlight that we all have had trauma and pain. This was the trauma that was the foundation of breast cancer along with my family of origin interfering and unable to comprehend why I would not conform to the way the world whirled.
While my family of origin rejected me and was not able to be there for me in my nonconformity to the systems of control, my youngest one remained stable in love. She helped me hang on through cancer, homelessness, malnutrition, targeting by government, legal attempts to break me etc.
This year, I was struck down with serious illness on 11th January. All my plans went AWOL. My perceived sense of finding my feet after making significant changes to my life had to be surrendered as they were now impossible. All my best intentions to rise above my challenges were washed aside to bring me back into the divine flow or purification.
Acute and unpredictable pain around my solar plexus is the last thing that seems to be holding on and I am trusting that the resources and ways now come to heal it. This is the area of divine will in me for the birthing of Pachamama’s dream that I am nurturing within me.
Overall my health is doing well mostly these days, but I get struck with this acute pain and I don’t know when it is going to come. I’m doing my best to trust and be with it. It comes with some anxiety that all could turn to crap again. I am working on purifying it away and trusting to find my way with it.
My body is currently eliminating more poisons as Pachamama erupts and releases hers. It’s far from comfortable and seems to be taking forever. Trusting source is key. I’ve had the greatest lessons in life that show me that is all there is to trust. Nature is a source of life.
Let’s be like water my friends. It travels in, around and through Pachamama and is one with her consciousness. It is purifying and filled with the love of intention that so many of us have infiltrated the waters of Pachamama with now. There is no artificial sugar coated bullshit or propaganda to deal with here.
It is trust. It is truth. It is love. It is for giving even though it holds memory of polluting, abuse, bondage and atrocities. It doesn’t watch TV. It doesn’t entertain or engage in politics and therefore give more power to it. Pachamama would rather purge it and wash it all away with her healing waters and she is. Let’s be one with her and do the same – and so it is
In lak’ech ala kin
Thank you for giving. In lak'ech.
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