How do we work with the polarisations that affect our life force? Finding balance in our sexuality, the male and female divide is in need of healing. Chicchan/Serpent brings the energy for healing here. The 76th night cycle of the ninth wave begins today so inner exploration through our senses may help facilitate change.
This energy will hold over the next 18 days as we go through the night cycle and it is one that does need extra time and attention. The unity process is incomplete when there is such a huge divide with gender and we relate overall.
I am going to have to put what I have to share into video form, as this is a huge topic that takes courage and vulnerability to share it honestly. A lot of time has been taken to heal the divine feminine and that is still a work in progress, for me and many. Now there is a greater awareness coming up about the need to heal the divine masculine. This is something we all may heal within ourselves.
Social engineering to perpetuate the separation which causes so much heart break and despair, for so many, has been intentional. Archon rule equals divide and conquer. Awareness is needed to see the problem, so that we may allow the solutions to come to life within us. It may be one of the greatest causes of human misery that there is.
Sexual trauma is a major problem and it has been perpetuated through paedophilia, Satanic ritual, trauma that leads to incest, implants to harness sexual energy, pornography, addictions from trauma, narcissism through trauma that fragments and can cause multiple personalities or alters, and then there is more. This keeps the trauma alive and robs humanity of its vital life force.
It has been perpetuated in secret religious rites and just about everyone on the planet has been affected one way or another as evil posed as good and good posed as evil - polarities of duality. Now we have many, many people who are very imbalanced and hunting out of sexual neediness or shut down completely and numb to avoid it all together.
Children are being given the option now to choose their gender well before reaching an age of sexual maturity. The family has little time with the children and the state takes over the role of so called sexual education while parents withdraw their teaching and role modelling for what has become socially engineered. Paedophilia is being seen now as a preference and not as a crime that causes harm.
Religious leaders are being protected from facing the consequences of their actions and pushing forgiveness in an attempt to be excused and allowed to continue. Both men and women do not feel safe with one another because sex has been so distorted that it has become predatory and pervades our everyday reality surrupticiously. Women are raped and then punished for it is some countries.
This is a major challenge that needs to be resolved so that we may live in unity. Anything that is happening in the outer world is also happening within us and this is the point of power and where the healing may take place, because we may all respond instinctively to our inner worlds and physical senses.
I have been working on recovering from sexual abuse since memories started to flood in when I was in my 30’s and I went into crisis mode. I still have difficulty trusting a man and find it a lot less complicated to go it alone without that perceived pressure in my life. However, I am being asked and guided to heal with the help of spirit.
I am starting to see the bigger picture of why I have a man who comes into my meditations and dreams in a beautiful and honouring way. It is for my own healing. Even though I know this man and he is a friend, it does not mean any more than what is showing up in the here and now for me concerning him.
Whether he actually knows it or not, the perception I have of his energy is healing me without the experience of any contact and with absolutely minimal communication. I know of past lives we have shared. I am grateful that I have been in his physical presence in the past where he has been present with me while I breathed through painful memories and received healing touch once when I was in pain.
So, even though my situation is complex, I am loved and supported in a way that is safe and healing for me now. I can allow it even though I have found it confusing and sought to stop it, questioning my own health and sanity until I was able to surrender and allow it to heal me. I am now grateful to myself for allowing myself to meditate and dream and let it be as it is.
The healing of the gender divide is a vital part of ascension. We ascend into unconditional loving and leave the past behind, carrying the knowledge within of what separation of Source does to humanity and putting an end to it all together.
Frankly, I have no idea how the full healing will unfold. I have my physical senses to access where cellular memory will speak up, cause discomfort and then I may fearlessly go into the discomfort and breathe spirit through it and it will transform. It will take as long as it takes, but it does transform. We may have to sit with pain for a while as it is accessed and changed within. I’ve come a long way and there is more to go too. It’s ok.
Ascension is not a race. It takes as long as it takes. People are coming together now in support of those who may finally release secrets safely and we need to give them this place, our love and support and we all heal.
As a woman, the way I have heard other women talk about men can come across as diabolical, but I also see them talking through their pain, so I find compassion and observe. There are many jokes about the gender differences and an abundance of lewd comments to match. There is jeering, stalking, grabbing, groping, hunting and so many boundaries that are crossed where no value is given to other living souls.
If we would see every soul as 100% valuable, a value that cannot be compromised, we may start to love ourselves which means we would love others genuinely too. I feel the pain and the rift and go through times of grief in not feeling able to relate to a man. I had tears just now while meditating on it all. My heart still hurts.
The answer is always in returning to natural lore. Naturally, it would be lovely. I don’t see it as something to be hunted out though. It would have to be a soul connection where both are really seen, respected, cherished and celebrated for who they are.
Both the divine masculine and divine feminine are still here within our essence and it is time for them to be brought forth within us in a sacred unification of completeness. From here there is no need for demands, expectations or for another to complete us.
Violent and insidious sexual acts, particularly when they have happened to children have formed belief systems where the other gender cannot be trusted, doesn’t care, doesn’t have our backs, doesn’t give a shit and that forces that are bigger and stronger than ourselves can take what like want and discard the rest.
It sounds a bit like government (mind control - not to mention frequency control) doesn’t it. They have been major targeting bullies in my life leaving me hungry, powerless and homeless for many years. It is the nature of a beast. What kind of existence is that?
I believed too that no one gave a shit and it has been challenging to find my safe place to live. For long enough I have manifested the reality of no one giving a shit too, just as the system seeks to perpetuate.
It is government that writes the black magick word spells commonly known as legislation that are making it ok for your children to be parasited from, to have their vital life force leeched from their precious lives, for free, because some grown man or woman is confused about what love is or uses it as an excuse for their own sick gratification.
Healing this great divide is a biggie. In nature there are only 2 sexes and they are male and female. They follow nature’s lore. They are connected to the feminine essence of their Mother Earth and the masculine essence from Father Sky merging and meeting within.
Kundalini flows fully and freely through our physical form through nature connection, from our I AM presence of the base chakra upwards to highest chakras energising the whole system in purity, in nature. All energy flows through the heart and the fullness of love is infused through the whole being this way, true love, not lusty love and not just eros love.
Only when our environments are artificial and unnatural do we have artificial and unnatural sexual relating. We all need to feel safe with one another. If we have to constantly guard our space and cannot simply be ourselves around others, there is healing to do.
In nature the flower opens when it is ready and the fruit falls from a tree when it is ripe. Nothing is forced. All is synchronised and intelligent. The sexual distortions that we are suffering from now are imposed, controlled, artificial and manipulated.
A return to nature and Source connection will guide our healing together and help us return o what is natural, lovely, beautiful, honouring, cherishing, respectful and life affirming. Vital life force is the gift that Serpent brings. Our sexuality is primal and to be treasured.
It is divine and sacred. The divine masculine and feminine do not flaunt themselves in new age memes in tantric positons, on an artificial intelligence hub of social media. They flow with nature. I know I may sound prude in some ways, but I feel I can talk with some authority directly out of my experiences which have been far from divine.
May we access our true divinity in every aspect of our being, wholing and completing ourselves as we are guided to by spirit (through the breath) and through our physical senses that shows us where the blockages to vital life force exist and may be transformed back into health – and so it is
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